ITS MY PARTY

2004-07-19T23:42:00.000-05:00

okay so shoot me i basically just copied court's entire post and put it in my blog because we've basically been doing the same thing lately...

hi beautiful people! okay so i am definitely in NY right now and i am having so much fun being here with everyone but i terribley miss texas and idk it's just crazy! i miss everyone in texas too!!! like my studly christopher and my lovely amy and my handsome corey and my lovable jerad and just everyone else okay? i won't be back till the beginning of august and that just makes me want to cry.. i miss y'all so much i promise!!! and when i get back i have so much to do before school starts! ahhhh school! but ooooh i get this christian dior purse when i get back and i am most definitely excited!

okay so what have i been doing lately? well we've been spending a helluva lot of time on the lake. we have been swimming a lot and then lately a lot of tubing which in turn has made me ubersore. noo worries though. okay so the other day everyone was here and it got crazy and we dressed up and danced around and sang and then they all voted me the winner of the singing and dancing! LOL haha like i told ben...i just win...so ahh court and i picked up some sexy sexy boys in Placid. it was beyond crazy wo wowww and so i had been talking to bryse on the phone for like ever and we had a date and everthing with him and adam and no definitely not like that. like as in friends hanging out..i guess. but it started raining so we just sat in the car for more than an hour and it was totally boring after the first 45 minutes and we kicked them out and ran them over for being boring goobers. no just kidding. tee hee. but seriously i could be stuck in a car all day with chris and not care one bit. that's love.

so i've talked to chris on the phone like 3 times and wrote him like a million and one and hmm i've talked to amy too and corey called and i love him so so so much he is definitely one of my favorite people ever and jerad a crazy lot too. like it completely happened out of no where but we call eachother alot now. told you it was crazy! okay so right now liss is spending the night and my parents totally left this morning. woo hoo party! chris just called he misses me i miss him. and i saw anchorman and i've taken so many beautiful pictures. i'm working ironman this wkend. i'm a catcher which means i have to catch alot of sweaty people after they're done with the race at like midnight whoopdeyyyyhoppadoo! and i'm excited about being here and i'm excited to be coming home and i love everyone!!!! peace!

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2004-06-27T23:51:00.000-05:00

yesterday chris called at 9 to wake me up so we could go out to eat but instead i just stayed in bed and talked to him on the phone until he had to go leave for his game at jesuit. so i took a shower until julia and drew came and picked me up for his game.

me and shaunte had another bathroom adventure ;)

haha i'm listening to fall out boy right now and there's this one point in nobody puts baby in a corner where somebody's just talking. it kinda freaked me out because no one else is home and it sure did not sound like it was coming from my speaker. and that was my story for the day.

it started raining really hard during their fourth inning so we all went home. well i went to chris's and basically slept all afternoon and took up their couch. tee hee. people started filing in around 5:30 though. and we all ate yummy food and watched the game. then me laura shaunte jake blake and chris went to see dodgeball and court called and i totally forgot about the stuco party going on that night because i'm a loser and she got mad but whatever. the movie was hilarious and yeah haha then we went back to chris's to play texas hold 'em while us girls played chicken foot :D me and laura played spy too. haha but we got stuck and started laughing so i guess we would have been killed in a real situation? but yeah everyone left and chris took me home later on.

it was a really nice laid back night. i love chris's family so i'm just going to marry into it so i can have them all to myself. muah hah a

hehe anyway today. i woke up went to my church for the first time in a long while and idk i definitely love everyone there. all of us girls are going to the 50 cent movie on tuesday. hhaa 50 cent..sammie i don't getit? LOLOL anyway then i went to my lesson and today is the last time i'm going to see kyle in awhile :( i'm the hottest girl he knows. he's even making a shirt to advertise it which is kind of weird because he's old enough to be my father. except for not because then he would have been like 6 when he had me. grody. then chris shaunte blake and drew came to pick me up and we went to chris;s and watched resident evil and we all took a nap and then chris and shanunte left for their meeting and jake came over so it was just me and the guys for awhile until we all went over to mike's house and we played poker and chicken legs with chase mike cole drew me shaunte jake blake and chris and jake chetaed the whole time and amanda kept trying to twist my boobs off or something. it was kind of akward. then me and chris dropped shaunte and drew off and drove over to shiloh to meet jess zack cameron and idk ppl to see them set off the fireworks but chris would \n't get out of the car so i guess nvm. and he just dropped me off and now im going to bed.

ohh btw i love elizabeth martin. duhH!

sunday

2004-06-26T00:47:00.000-05:00

to finish of tuesday .. macy is unbelievably cute! chris and jake left as soon as we got there to go to their baseball game and after her party me laura and blake piled into shaunte's car and went to blake's to get the boys swimsuits. and then we went to laura's to get us girls bathing suits and then we went to chris and jake's game and then everyone piled into shaunte's car and chris's truck and we went to laura's and just chilled and swam and it was ssoo soo cold! hehe like really! then me and christopher drove home soaking wet in our bikinis! hehe no i mean mine! so fun night right? boo for chris's summer school in the morning!

wednesday i went to work and then chris picked me up after his school and we went out to eat at chili's. it was pretty grody! tee hee then after work shaunte picked me up and we went to jesuit to see our boys play. we both really needed to pee and jesuit's a all-boys school. meaning allll urinals. haha it was kinda interesting if you ask me ;) anyway they had to forfeit or however u spell it because they only had eight playas! so instead we went out to eat at outback because that's really where i wanted to go for lunch i just didn't know that's where i really wanted to go. hehe and okay there were ants on our table so we got a free meal and special service. :)it's because i'm lucky. chris says i'm the luckiest person he knows. that everything good just happens to me without me ever having to do anything. okay so afterwards chris took me home and i went to sleep for the first time in my own bed for awhile.

thursday chris came to pick me up but he had to wat because i had just gotten out of my shower. haha he had to wait a lonnnng time. he helped me pack and then we went to laura's and just couples chilled. hehe yay fun night of me chris laura blake taylor andrew shaunte and jake! we ordered in pizza and played cards and watched pretty woman. vegged out. lay like broccoli u know? LOLOL the boys left around mmidnight and so did laura's parents so we had the entire new emmpty house alllll to ourselves :D
hehe the end...

this morning i woke up feeling really sick. taylor and shaunte had already left and then i had to leave for work so i left laura all by herself cause her parents were still gone :( but yeah stupid work ughh! i went out shopping for debra's bday present today with susan and then i basically just slept. and paid bills. paying bills is the most stressful thing ever so when i get older chris is going to pay our bills. haha does that gross you out that chris and i talk about marriage. does it gross you even more out when i say we've already picked a date and our kids' names? it grosses me out and i'm one half of the relationship! tee hee. anyway so then i went home and got ready and shaunte picked me up and then we picked jake up who had randomly got out of the car on the way over to get a tennis ball hahaumm then we drove to chris's gig. and of course pancho's lefty did lovely! and the easy crowd. me jake and shaunte got taco bueno during all of the above. but yeah i get so proud of chris when he's up on stage performing! so then i just hung out with everyone afterwards. like alot of ppl i know from school were there but don';t really hang out with so it was cool. then me chris and mitchell went to tim's so help unload the equipment and then me and chris went back to his house to find jake and shaunte. haha they had been waiting for an hour for us to get home. so yeah we just chilled unntil they went home and then me and chris lounged around on the couch eating sandwich crackers until drew came home from his poker tournament. and now i'm home and i guess kind of having a serious conversation with chad. which is kind of freaking me out. just hearing what he has to say. i don't know why he's waiting until now to tell me all of this. anyway i have to go to sleep now because tomorrow i'm waking up bright and early to go out to breakfast with chris shaunte and jake. woo hoo!

2004-06-22T17:58:00.000-05:00

ahhhhh i love chris!! and his hair ..and his forearms ..and his lips ..and the small of his back..

haha today i was so so tired and i went out to lunch with my daddy at some indian place and we shopped and then i went back to work and fell asleep and chris came and suprised me with a dozen roses. and then we went for a walk and then we went to my house and did boyfriend girlfriend stuff. what is that, you might ask. haha well it's when you say i hate you then i love you then you make up and then you do it again. it's quite lovely. so yeah in a lil baby bit i might go to macy's bday party and then go with laura and shaunte to chris and jake's baseball game. woo hoo yaaaaa

2004-06-22T12:33:00.000-05:00

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hehe no way i like it!

2004-06-21T23:03:00.000-05:00

the past few days have been really really fun. hehe two reallys! the other night shannon came over and watched me paint my nails. hehe she loves me! and we went to chris's and watched nasty nasty willard with tim and mitchell and we all just layed on the trampoline all night ya yay fun exciting life! then mithcell took me and tim home and i got in a fight? with ian. sorry for getting back with the guy i dated for half a year when i've only known you since spring break. so cool. me and jess went to karen's party and listened to chris play in his band and they were just beautiful. sooooooo cute hehe! and they played that song. the one he said he wrote for me. what a stud. do i believe him do i not? we crashed at jessica's and then next morning i did my daughterly duties cause my family isn't here to make father's day special. it was up to me! so me and my daddy went to chris's for the father's day fish fry. it was really yummy catfish! and a while bunch of us played sand volleyball! our team dominated duhh! hehe. and i beat chris is pool i still have no idea if he let me win or not. i hate that! and so yeah la la next day i worked and shaunte picked me up and we went to the mall! i bought fun ae stuff and i met up with lindsey and her friend! ahh i miss her and stupid is moving to the woodlands! good thinng i didn't go to pearce. haha which just reminds me. last year andrew told me i shouldn't go to berkner because everyone hated me. boo on him. he sucks and he's wrong. anyway silly boys so ahh turns out beavers and blake saw us first tee hee me in my golf shorts and no makeup. whoodeydoo! ex boyfriends can be so funny! so then we picked up our gentlemen and had ourselves a pool party at laura's except for me i got shafted by chris. no strike that i got yelled at by chris. so let's see shaunte had jake laura had blake taylor had andrew i get that angry boyfriend. boooooo. silly christopher i still love you.

2004-06-12T17:23:00.002-05:00

okay okay so i have no idea what i've been up to the past week. that crazy huh? i think i have sun poisoning from being out in the sun forever today. well thursday i woke up at 6 so we could drop off my mom and sisters at the airport and i think i'm actually going to get pretty lonely by the end of the month in my empty house :( anyway then i went to help chris out at his church for vbs and we all played elbow tag with the little kids. and chase pantsed jake haha eww. then we went back to chris's and he got ready for his baseball practice and we drove over to berkner and i just did donuts in the parking lot while i was waiting for drew and him to be done. haha everyone on the team was like uhh chris someone is driving away with ur truck. lalala umm then we met up with blake jake cole and them ppl at applebees and then i had to go to work boo. chris picked me up at 6 and we went to watch the vbs kids perform and then me shaunte and laura goofed around while the boys cleaned up.

DO WHAT WE DID...okay go into a doorway and then just push both arms against each side of the door hard for 30 seconds and walk out. uhh ohh what happens what happens? tell me...

haha anyway then me chris jake shaunte laura blake and drew went to on the border and i got the chocolate empanadas for dinner. haha yummy. and jake got like 50 coasters and tossedthem everywhere. we'll be finding OTB coasters in chris's truck forever now. then we went to blake's and just chillled me chris laura and shanute played chicken legs. then we left cause i hadto work in the morning. ahh shaunte was right in front of that whole thing on bush turnpike when it happened! scary or what? next day i went to work and then chris picked me up at 5 and we went to the bank to cash in my paycheck. yay money!

i wanna shop! who wants to come with me?

then we went to my house and he stayed until 11. the end ;) no details for you!

this morning i woke up and dropped alot of my clothes off at this donation place because there are some ppl who need my clothes more than i do. then jessica came and picked me up and we went to eat at steak n shake. mmm tasty. then she dropped me off and i went swimming and i finally have tan lines. whoopdyhooleyhoo. i definitly got that off of lindsey umm no i'm going to go take a shower and then me chris shaunte jake laura and blake are going to the sneak preview of the notebook only because shaunte's going to love me forever.

yay i love you!

2004-06-07T19:26:00.000-05:00

ahhhh guess what!!! me and doug from hoobastank are email buddies!!! and then we're going to get married because i'm asian and he's asian! haha not really but i definitely got the connections with hoobastank. fasho fasho

2004-06-05T01:20:00.000-05:00

me and the beautiful brandt aka superwoman and superman

2004-06-05T00:48:00.000-05:00

tuesday--I FINALLY GOT MY EFFING PERMIT!!! haha doesn't that just blow ur mind? and i'll fill out my hardship papers this wkend and then i guess my parents will make me drive myself :( so tuesday morning i got my social security card and then my permit and i got mobbed by this mexican family at the dmv and adrian talked to hot guys while i slept. gotta watch out for the lil ones. then i went and picked up my louis vuitton purse. and then i went to chris's and we watched tv with his parents for an hour. and then played video games with drew and watched nasty master in commander.yucky. then he took my home after the storn quieted down. it was so cold and scary. eee then i went to sleep!

wednesday--my first day of work. bleh! susan adrian mikalyn my mom and i went out for lunch at the bakery and then i went to the fish store to look at some prospects for my tank. too many choices and not enough money. then after work i took a shower to get ready for the concert. then something happened and i think that whoever did it should know they're a piece of shit. i'll write more on that later. after that mess died down we went and picked up chris and drove to smirnoff and saw my future husbands. haha i told chris so. it was raining so bad it actually started hurting but i didn't care. chris had to like drag me away so we wouldn't be pelted by rain. so the rest of the concert i was wedged between these two columns so i would stay dry and people were dancing around in the rain like crazy people. it was so much fun!!! i love love love aerosmith! and you too chris for coming to see them in the pouring rain with me! te amo mucho! on the way home i fell asleep in the car soaking wet and as soon as i got home i just stripped off my soaking wet clothes and went to sleep. dripping hair and all. sooo exhausted!

thursday--ahh second day at work! amy came and picked me up for lunch. such a relief and we went to the great outdoors. it was overpriced and yucky food but we did get a discount on icecream from this weird guy that looked like this guy in office space. after i got off work at 7 i went home and haha i am such a loser now that i've started working. i'm always too tired to go out and play. and it's only the second day :( so i talked to my cousin courtney on the phone for about an hour. just talking about our plans for this summer. i can't wait new york is going to be so much fun this summer. especially since amy is coming. and then chris called so i talked to him until we were both too tired and i fell alseep.

friday--today i went to work early and stayed until 4. then i went home and amy came over and i cleared out my closet and then paul came over so we piled in the car and went to blockbuster and rented love don't cost a thing and american wedding and went to kroger and bought stuff to make sundaes. mmm. we didn't have a card so i asked this guy covered in piercings and tattoos if we could borrow his. he was very nice :) then we went and picked up jessica from zack's house and went home. chris and courtney came over and we made sundaes and watched american wedding. that movie is so raunchy. amy left during the movie. i didn't really understand why because she was supposed to spend the night. i probably should have been paying for attention to her. sorry babe. after the movie chris had to leave so i walked him out to his car. then jessica left. double ouch because she was supposed to stay the night too. what did i do wrong? so courtney paul and i cuddled and watched bloopers until court left and then me and paul watched will and grace and punked and jumanji and we talked about he looked like ashton kutcher and now he just left so now i'm by myself which is a very sad thing to be :( oh well i still have adrian to race our lamborghinis tonight ;) peace out

2004-05-30T01:22:00.000-05:00

so i stopped off on tuesday right? well me and amy skipped 6th to go take my permit test except the lady said i needed my social security card which my parent's lost so we drove to the office to get one and these two guys were hitting on me and amy so we left and i was really mad so we dropped amy off and i went straight to bed.

on wed. i woke up at 6:20 got ready and went to school to take the zero hr exam at 7 except i got there late and it sucked. then i ran into jessica and we chilled until we found meghan and lu and we went to the usc and practiced money until chris came and picked me up around 10. he dropped me off at amy's and she and i watched romey and michelle until my mom came and picked us up to go shopping for a dress for the tad banquet. i got a roxy shirt and a fake dooney and burke bag and amy and i just laid around in prom dresses on the dillard's dressing room floor until i decided i just wanted to wear my hot pink on at home anyway. then we went to eat at luna de noche and it was really good and we went back to my house amy had to go home :( but ian came over and we watched peter pan and just chilllled and we had a nice long talk until he had to go home. actually it really wasn't that good of a talk considering the context of it but i think i sorted out alot of things for myself and he needed to hear it so i hope we can still be cool because i love that boy!!

thursday i woke up early to go to adrian's graduation that lasted soo long. but grant was there and jake was there and jake was taking pictures of me with his phone. freaky freaky. then we went to purdy's. yumm yumm my light salad was most definitly dripping with grease. hmm i'm pretty sure i went shopping after that...or not? i really have no idea BUT i do know that chris showed up at 6:30 looking sexy in his hot pink tie that i made him get to match my hot pink dress. that was funn. it was raining and umbrellas definitely did NOT help :( oh well so we went to the TAD banquet and me megan and alyssa totally filled up on rolls sooo good. my table was fun ..me chris alyssa mitchell meghan steven abbey and matt.. i was in the once an indian thing and i don't think my part was very funny but that's okay. then meghan jon and i performed moeny makes the world go round and for some reason everyone just loves that bit. it's because of THE LU! haha everyone loves funny asian boys dancing spasmatically and girls shaking their stuff in short blue dresses. actually no, i'm going to add comments to this so you tell me if you liked it or not. it's a rush up there so ur never sure if ur doing good or not. then becca and i presented the best attitude award and we just kinda hung out there until 10 then chris and i went to sonic to get drinks. and he came over and we watched peter pan and jessica came over and finished it up and then chris left and me and jess went to sleep.

friday jess went home and i got ready and got amy and we took adrian anca kim and mikalyn to golden corral. haha gross place. our waiter let me and amy eat for free but he kept coming over and bothering us. he was such a sleaze. then we went and got a whole bunch of games for my nintendo 64 and i got the new incubus and aerosmith cds and i got trapped and finding nemo! hehe i love those movies! then we went and picked up jessica and we went back to my house and watched the sex and the city dvds until everyone had to go home. my mom wouldn't let me leave the house because the air conditioning guys were over and she didn't want any of our stuff stolen :( well what if i had gotten stolen? instead of taking our furniture they could have taken me all because i was left home alone with them and not allowed to go out. she said that wasn't going to happen because they wouldn't want me. ouch. anyway after they left chris picked me up and we saw day after tomorrow with jake and shaunte. it was such a scary movie! ahhh the eye of the storm! hehe then we went to on the border and me and jake's meal was dripping with grease. mm mmm! taylor and her friends were there too. party. then chris dropped me off.

saturday i went tanning when i got up and then chris came over and we watched trapped. such a good movie! then we just sat around and ate my mom's good cooking and watched the country music awards until zack came and picked me up. well yeah chris left. anyway then we went to jessica's house to look for fishing poles because zack had the most ranodm idea of going midnight fishing at lake lavonne. so we packed up a cooler and drove out to wylie but none of us knew where to go and jess was only going like 45 the entire way so we gave up after 2 hours of wandering aimlessly. we almost hit a car. that was scary. umm then we went to the docks and just kind of chilled and i talked on the phone with chris for awhile. then we went to shiloh park to meet up with marcus keith and some other guys and yeah no fun. the guys were so stoned out of their minds and me and jess were not having fun at all so we went back to zack's and went swimming. the pool was so heated it felt like a hot tub. and me and cameron had a nice lil talk until my mom called freaking out because i wasn't home yet so i dried off and changed and went home.

i have the hiccups.

sunday i woke up early for church and then i had my lesson with kyle. i hadn't swung a club for the past 3 weeks so i didn't do so well. this is going to sound really weird but kyle was definitely being way more friendly than normal. i mean we always have had a flirty relationship but he was kind of scaring me this time. i think it's just because his girlfriend is morving out to lubbock and he's going through withdrawal or something. i pointed it out to him and he was just like well i haven't seen you for awhile, i just missed you. anyway bad bad lesson. i got sick halfway through my lesson so i curled up on the couch and took a lil nap. haha like i don't do that every time anyway. after i left i went home and freshened up and went out to dinner with my family at the lovely ON THE BORDER mmm. then i went home talked to chris on the phone for awhile and went to sleep around 4.

still have them...

happy memorial day! so i woke up and went shopping with my mommy and got a cute hot pink bra at victoria's secret and some cute lil underwear and heavenly perfume and lotion and body wash and i saw mrs. renaud there! haha so we talked about jessica. muah haha. then i got some reefs at dillards and some trusty old navy flip flops and this cute bag i got for the pool. and i got some new sunglasses since i pulled my old ones out of my purse yesterday and they were in pieces. eff. and i ordered my louis vuitton purse today so yay i get to go pick it up tomorrow!!! eww tomorrow i start work and i think i'm finally going to go get my permit. we'll see. anyway then chris picked me up and we went to drew's championship game and met up with mr. and mrs. roland. it lasted forever but they lost :( then chris and i went to burger street and then went over to elijah's and chilled with eli amber valerie tim and mitchell. then tim took valerie home and he calls and is like umm i'll be a little late, i locked my keys in the car ..and it's running. haha damn. mitchell and i had a death round in mario cart because he thinks he's better at video games than me but i pummeled his ass. then me and chris had to leave to go help my dad pick up our new entertainment center. and we helped set it up in the living room. haha why am i saying "we" i totally did nothing but sit around and sing "caroline" for them. haha well anyway chris just left and i STILL have the hiccups. did you know about the lady who got the hiccups in her 30s and kept on hiccuping until she died. i really hope mine stop. haha anyway i hope you had a happy memorial day. love roxy!

2004-05-24T22:20:00.000-05:00

okay so saturday i was definitely grounded :( i didn't do anything bad to deserve it. i hope my parents don't become those ones who ground you just to have you home. so me and amy went out to get sonic for my sisters and then took adrian to see mean girls. and it is BETTER the second time. saw cody and sara there! then we dropped amy off and i went home and slept. sunday morning i got up for church then we had a family brunch at our country club. then i went to home depot to get flowers for our garden and the sexy corey thompson was there helping out his mom too. i love that boy and his momma! haha i'm proud of my gardening! it's beautiful! so then amy came and picked me up and we went to go get her tire checked because we thought there was a hole in it then we got sonic and i went home and took a shower and got picked up again for club. after club we went to court's house to pick up spiderman and dropped off amy and met everyone up at sonic to get some dinner and then i rode back with sammie matt and julie and we all watch spiderman on the big screen and ate popcorn. my dad picked me up at like 10 and i went home and bought my aerosmith tickets!!! i am so excited me and chris are gonna go! hahawe're the only ones who have bought our tickets but kels gloria frannie and her chris are supposed to go! next wednesday i'll be in paradise ;)
this morning chris picked me up and we went to school and i watched a ton of movies in all my classes. we did our scene in theatre and everyone got scared. well i mmean i am pretty scary! rawr. after school may and connie came over and we got mr. wok's. tomorrow i'm finally taking my permit test! ahh my mom is picking me and amy up and we're going and then i'm totally having a bowling party to celebrate my permit or umm my failing the test. whatever happens we'll celebrate. haha.

2004-05-24T16:26:00.000-05:00

WRATH
1. Who did you last get angry with?: my dad
2. What is your weapon of choice?: the backside of my hand :)
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?: haha corey used to make me punch him all the time.
4. How about of the same sex?: peace love and happiness
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?: my mom
6. What is your pet peeve?: incompetency
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?: i don't let things go very easily

SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a while?: listen to my mom
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?: 1
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: erika and katie
4. What is the last lame excuse you made?: that me miles and jermaine were having a campout on my front lawn
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...?): i love infomercials!
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?: real good? last wednesday
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?: i don't use an alarm clock

GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?: jamba juice's strawberry nirvana
2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat?: white
3. What is your favorite food?: fried calamari
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company?: no
5. Do you have an issue with your weight?: no
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?: spicy
7. Have you ever looked at a small pet or child and thought, "LUNCH"?: oh lordy no

LUST
1. How many boyfriend/girlfriends have you had?: how bout just the serious ones? 6
2. How many people have seen you naked (not counting physicians/family)?: haha like all my girlfriends. i'm quite comfortable with my body.
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation?: no
4. Have you "done it"?: since that's not personal or anything...
5. What is your favourite body part on a person of your gender of choice?: right where the back dips into his butt. that's definitely sexy.
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?: no
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?: no

GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own?: i don't
2. What's your guilty pleasure store?: sephora
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?: move to california, go to pepperdine, have a fabulous life, make more money, and then start a charity.
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?: famous for what? RICH
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?: yes, because i would make all the money and then quit. duhh.
6. Have you ever stolen anything?: yeah
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?: alot. but they're adrian's.

PRIDE
1. What's one thing you have done that you're most proud of?: well u know i am just so proud of getting 4th runner up in the pageant in 7th grade. haha umm i'm just kidding. that's a thinker.
2. What's one thing you have done that your parents are most proud of?: i'm sure that it's golf and grades.
3. What's one thing you would like to accomplish in your life?: i'd like to start up a charity. man big plans.
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?: yeah it especially sucks when there's only two people.
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?: well this one time me and whit joined the relay races with all the 5th graders. haha suckers!
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?: in golf all the time! haha because you want the higher score!!! okay if u didn't get that then ur not a cool golfer..like me
7. What did you do today that you're proud of?: i found out i have a 109 in ap computer science

ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?: a puppy! anyone who has a puppy, i'm jealous and i want it!
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?: i have no idea what that is. sorry i'm television retarded.
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?: ariel from the little mermaid, but still be a mermaid.
4. Have you ever been cheated on?: no
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?: no
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?: being able to pay attention..at least somewhat
7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey?: no
8. Finally, what is your favourite deadly sin?: lust

2004-05-22T02:14:00.000-05:00

mmm doing laundry makes your hands smell good.

i'm on the third load:)

2004-05-22T01:29:00.000-05:00

and i was wearing bikini bottoms NOT underwear when i answered the door.

2004-05-22T01:09:00.000-05:00

it's one ish something. i just got home and now i'm doing laundry. haha while the laundry's running i'll catch up on the week.
wednesday night i went over to courtney's then we went to bible study at miss jagger's house because she teaches it to lake highland kids and they were all incredibley sweet. so that's going to be an ongoing thing. after it was over at like 9:45 we went to starbucks because i was supposed to meet barta gloria and kelsey there at 9. whoops. but they had left so me and courtney just chilled with the girls and boys getting out of fumcr and stayed till 10:30ish. then we raced home cause courtney had to be home by 10:30.
thursday morning chris came over and woke me up at like 8:30 and we went out with hafi to eat breakfast at ihop. yumm except i almost died because i dumped hot sauce on my eggs and i started choking. haha after school i came home and went to sleep and slept until 4 this morning. after school my mom seriously ragged on me for the littlest things. i went home and cleaned until 8 because my mom said i couldn't go out until eveerything was cleaned. get prepared for bitch mode. so i call my mom and i'm like okay i'm leaving everything is clean and she wouldn't answer her phone and i kept calling. finally she answers and is like u can't leave until i check it out so ed leaves for the indigo club and chris mitchell and tim come by to pick me up and i can't leave and finally she comes home at 9 and bitches me out for not washing my dish and for jessica being over when she clearly stated no friends until she checks out my room. i got really pissed off so i called chris to pick me and jess up so he did and we went back to his house and hung out with like 20 people. me and jess played pool and then matt and his friend came by to chill and me gloria alex and jess decided to go get some sonic. after food roary dropped us off at zack's cause alex had to be home at 11 grrr. and we ate yummy fajitas and watched texas chainsaw massacre and zack cuddled between us. jacolan wouldn't come over to the couch and join the cuddling party :( then we all got in the car to take me home and i just got bitched at by my dad. so now i'm grounded until i resolve things with my mother and i can't go anywhere until i completely finish my laundry so i'll stay up all night and finish it so i don't have to stay in this hellhole tomorrow morning :)

2004-05-16T16:47:00.000-05:00

it's ridiculous when you even have to think about sensoring what you want to say on your own site. girls should have enough faith in themselves and enough trust in their boyfriends to not feel the need to patrol this page 24/7. y'all should have a talk and see what's wrong withen your realationship to make you act like this. just thinking outloud...:)
thursday night was hell. i stayed up all night doing last minute end of school projects and talking to paul and allen. i love paulie! so so so much! haha allen and i had pushup contests and i'm going to be his trophy wife if we're both not married by the time we're 30. or i guess that would make me 28. but yeah didn't get to sleep until 5:30. but suprisingly i had enough fuel to make it through friday alive. after school amy came over and we chilled for a bit. then we were supposed to go over to courtney's for la fiesta and because i promised my very best pal i would but unfortunately i suck and i have the worst attention span ever so when chris(roland) hafi chris(cannon) and katie came over to hang out i completely forgot. i suck. anyway we left and me chris and amy stopped off at blockbuster to get a movie and then frannie called so we went and picked her up and met back with everyone at chris's. and my favorite girls gloria and kelsey were there!! they tried to pick me up for something down at UTD but i felt bad leaving so yeah. me amy and frannie got really bored of the movie and went up to his room and messed around with his guitars and redecorated for him. :) then we went back down and got everyone and played hide and go seek with the golf cart and my lovely frannie was being herself. ahhh i love this girl so much i don't think u understand! so we hung around for awhile and i tried to be scary to drew and hafi but they weren't scared :( then chris(duncan) called to see if we were going to the party and theeeeen we all went home. well not amy she spent the night. my home is her home.
saturday i went with amy to go get a puppy!!!!! we got a lhasa apso. like a mini sheep dog. so i'm an aunt now! her name is lola! how cute is that? waaaahhhh i want a puppy :( someone hook me up with one!!! then i came home and took a shower because that place smelled horrible. then i went golfing with mikalyn and my dad because i promised and then courtney called and chad was having a barbq with david smith and i was like omg i am soooo there! mmmm. haha but i had to babysit and amy came over to keep me company. and then court came over afterwards and we went out for ice cream because i had one massive crazing for some and got chasing liberty and came back here and watched it. then parents came home, amy left and i went over to chris's around 11. and we waited for elijah to leave and then we went out for gas and we were gonna get food but i had a headache so we drove around for a bit and then he dropped me off. then jermaine and miles came over and we chilled in my front yard til like 4. they're so gay i swear but miles is my future husband so whatever i'll deal. haha. i had to get up at 9 to go to church and then i had my lesson with kyle and i got wendy's and then i went to get my hair done and the lady gave me a gift! :) and i've been on the phone with chris for awhile but i think i'm going to go to bed now. sweet dreams.

2004-05-12T22:36:00.000-05:00

i was so tired today! seriously blaaaah. maybe i should stop having marathon conversations with allen that last until 3:30. that might be smart. anyway today was not fun at all! remember how i spent my sunday afternoon being tutored by steven? well i got an 88. i really thought i got a 100. i just felt sick the entire day. after school i went home, took a shower, and got ready for my play. i hope it went really well! haha i should know right? but me and hafi left right after my scene was over because i had the kram banquet. it was alot of fun though! getting to hang out with all of my cool theatre friends with all that nervous energy around us. wow. the banquet was okay. we got there late because it was all the way in downtown and there were no plates so me and hafi made a plate. haha. dang so much happened today i'm trying to keep it to aminimum. me court amy hafi dingle luke liz julie maggie clint john blha blah haha im about to cry from naming names went shopping. then we went to starbucks and met up with kara allison stephanie chris nick haha wow people and just sat around for hourse drinking and talking. there was the girl there with a hand made shirt that said vaginas are gorgeous. haha anyway. then hafi and me headed home around 10. now i'm here. i'm so tired. sweet dreams everyone.

2004-05-11T21:26:00.000-05:00

so yesterday was crappy. for many reasons. school sucked. big surprise. after school i went to palm beach. always fun. talked on the phone with jerad for awhile. just trying to sort things out in my life. you know? spent the rest of the night having profound conversations with allen and zaq.

crazybass36: weve moved on
crazybass36: you need to quit living in the past
crazybass36: okunamatata
crazybass36: forget the past
crazybass36: live in the now
crazybass36: and here
crazybass36: respect your elders
crazybass36: dont kick a turd on a hot day
crazybass36: etc...

you know that kind of thing. talking about how we wanted to rip eachother's clothes off. ect. went to sleep around 1. this morning i could not wake up. well i eventually did. today was much better actually! i had a really good day! i got my yearbook. fun haha i'm like all over the golf page. ahhhhh. my mom was like did they mention you were richardson's play of the week? that's right kids. i guess i've found my true calling in life. yay maybe now i don't have to be a victoria's secret model ;) anyway had a nice get together with the whore core. i think that's what we "popular" girls are being called these days. dang. ed picked me up around 6 for the golf banquet thingie. and we went bowling with linda claudia susan nate mitra and malia. haha ed totally sucked ass but it's okay because i love him. and nate dropped the ball backwards. it's okay i love him too he's so hilarious. then we went back to coach's house and had pizza and cake and just chilled. it was fun except for on the way there me and ed totally got lost. hehe. then ed took me home. he is a really sweet guy. well now i'm home and i have not yet looked at my lines or finalized my costume for my play tomorrow. i am totally screwed.

2004-05-10T20:28:00.000-05:00

basics
Name::	Roxanne
Nickname::	Foxy ;)
Location::	Texas
Gender::	Girl
Birthplace::	Dallas
Birthstone::	Aquamarine
Birthday::	March 1
Sign::	Pisces
Righty or Lefty::	Right
Screenname::	S0oKissMe
your looks
Height::	5'7
Weight::	116
Shoe size::	8 1/2
Hair Color::	brown
Hair Length::	long
Eye Color::	brown
Size::	1
Glasses::	no
Braces::	no
Piercings::	no
Tattoos::	no
fashion
Where do you shop::	abercrombie and XXI
What do you usually wear::	wifebeater and jeans
What kind of shoes do you wear::	sandals
Do you wear a watch::	no
Color you never wear::	i don't like to restrict myself
Color you wear at least once a week::	pink
Something you wear everyday::	a bra
Do you wear make up everyday::	no
Make up essential::	chapstick
Most cherished piece of clothing::	i have this shirt that i made when i was 5. it's really cute!
You wouldn't be caught dead wearing::	a muu muu
Do you wear belts::	yes
Do you wear hats::	yes
How many pairs of shoes do you have::	i haven't counted. alot.
music
Favorite kind of music::	i like my old time rock-n-roll
Least Favorite::	blues
How many CD's do you have::	at least a million
Last CD you bought::	the oc mix
Whats in your CD player right now::	the oc mix, keith urban, britany spears, JLo, and aerosmith
Do you download music::	not really
Favorites
Color::	pink
Number::	33
Season::	summer
Ice cream::	chocolate
Website::	playfootball.com
Quote::	"Never let the fire in your heart go out. Keep it alive." Romans 12:11
Store::	Just Bead It. it's this really cool store in NY that you can make ur own bracelets and stuff.
Band::	Aerosmith
Singer::	Steven Tyler
Rapper::	Andre from Outkast
Group::	Incubus
Song::	Wild West Show by Big & Rich
Movie::	Fight Club
Actor::	Johnny Depp
Actress::	Kate Hudson
Kind of movies::	Action
Place to be::	the beach
Time of day::	6 AM
Clothing Brand::	Abercrombie
Animal::	horses
Food::	my mom's cookin
Holiday::	Christmas
Shape::	hmm...a circle. b/c a circle is round, it has no ends and that's how long i want to be ur friend.
Restaraunt::	Cheescake Factory
Fast food place::	Chickfula
Boy's name::	Tristen
Girl's name::	Aurora
Word::	defenestration
Month::	July
Candy::	Swedish Fish
love and relationships
Sexual Preference::	men
Boyfriend or Girlfriend::	i guess not anymore
Crush::	maybe just a baby one. but it's not right to let him know and confuse him more.
Do you believe in love at first sight::	or should i walk by you again?
What do you look for in a guy/girl::	genuiness
Best physical feature::	lips
Best hair color::	brown
Best eye color::	blue
randoms
Do you paint your nails::	when i get bored
What color is your tooth brush::	:D i have a green hulk one that amy bought for me!
What's on your desktop::	books, magazines, awards, and pictures.
Do you like roller coasters::	hell yeah!
Do you do drugs::	no
Are you a virgin::	that's personal.
Do you have any pets::	not anymore :(
What time do you go to sleep::	around 12

Basic Survey [ 87 questions] brought to you by BZOINK!

2004-05-10T17:11:00.000-05:00

chris and i had a talk yesterday. very belittling. it almost seemed like he was trying to hurt my feelings. i didn't think the resentment still existed. maybe it doesn't. maybe i'm just being a drama queen. i think ian's pissed off at me too. i could just be reading the cards wrong. i care too much when people are mad at me. i can't do anything about it so i guess it all comes down to kelsey's favorite phrase "akuna mattata."

whore core shirts: for the elite.

2004-05-10T17:10:00.000-05:00

soon i will have a barbie template.

i don't think you understand how exciting this is.

2004-05-09T15:43:00.000-05:00

so yesterday courtney picked me up and we were gonna meet everyone at the wildflower festival so we were successfully stealth and dodged the parking people but then i decided i didn't want to waste my money on just seeing one band and leaving so we made up a scavenger hunt while we were waiting for everyone to leave. hehe. we hit a mcdonald's and wendy's and told them we needed chicken nuggets and fries. i really need to start working so i can stop being so cheap. then we went to ming's and collin creek and met up with paul. so we shopped for mother's day gifts and dressed paul up in cute clothes. everybody loves my blue towel shirt. i know it. then we went to kroger to get flowers and candy and i was extra careful not to touch anything breakable. :) i got thankyou cards for grant and jerad and ben and jerry's ice cream because they're sweet. haha gosh then we went back to my house and cuddled up on my couch and watched win a date w/ tad and SNL. i fell asleep on everyone and started snoring. i have bad allergies right now. :( then they left and i was tired so i went to sleep. sorry people who i ignored last night. anyway. this morning i woke up, went to palm beach and then to church. clay was there!!! i LOVE him. and then i went with my family to osaka's for mother's day and had yummy cakes and sushi. i love the sushi. i just got back home and amy stopped by and gave me the "golf is better anyway" cookies she made me and a hulk toothbrush! i freakin love her to death! i just gave my mom her gifts. me and paul bought these little kid's books last night that talked about giving their mother's candy and flowers and cards so we gave them the things it said in the book. we are so creative :) steven's about to come over and tutor me in math. yay. haha.
love, roxanne

2004-05-08T15:23:00.000-05:00

after school on friday, i met up with grant real quick to tape our dance to see what it looks like from an outward perspective. then i went and picked up amy and kristina and went out to eat at chipotles. i swear if you eat one burrito from there you will be full for the next 5 years. then we went to BOB. it was just really crazy with everyone there. alot of fun. hooked up with courtney and corey in the middle of it. then paul decided he should drive us so we went to wendy's and chilled with heather krista and tracy for a lil bit. then we went to yummy krispy kreme and talked the guy there into giving us free donuts. then we met up with everyone at freebirds. and everyone kept caressing my arms. it was a little disturbing. so yeah said hey to everyone and took off. sped all the way home only to get a call from my dad wanting creme soda. so we made a midnight stop at kroger to get some and a cosmo. i'm retarded. i sho did turn the box of glass bottles upside down to see if there was a price tag on it and they fell out and broke. my bad! and these guys came over and helped pick up except they didn't work there. nice boys. so we got a new box, paid for everything and left. paul and court dropped me and amy back at my place and we watched tad hamilton and slept. this morning i woke up around 11 and got ready. then amy left and i went up to the school for ramblers. after the audition i went out for chickfula and starbucks. came back. didn't make it. kara held me and made me promise i wouldn't be sad. then i went home, got a few pity calls from the likes of kelsey gloria and jordan. then i did a stupid thing. i knew i needed just a guy to comfort me and i started thinking of who i could call that wouldn't try to take advantage of me or anything. that sounds unbelievably retarded but like i knew i couldn't call ian or anything because he'd be like man i'm sorry let's make out. so kelsey was like call jerad. so i called jerad. now i feel stupid. he's such a nice guy so of course he said he would but i don't want him thinking anything of it. idk i kinda just want a good friend right now. and i think that's what he is. anyway tonight i'm going out with jordan and them to the wildflower festival... if i feel up to it.

2004-05-06T18:37:00.000-05:00

yesterday me and courtney got buff. for a whole 30 minutes. uhh ohh. and then i got stuck in stall. like seriously it would not open and when i finally got out there were tons of ppl in the room. haha a little help please. oh well if i was in their shoes i would have laughed. anyyyway the OC ended yesterday. i might as well hibernate until this fall when it comes back on.

today was such a great day. hillary totally made my day. like just everyone was fabulous. i went to get a new phone today b/c the one i just got is acting up. it won't ring and it won't save the call log. but it'll make weird noises so sorry if i'm not picking up on you beautifus. it's not me, it's the phone. basically this lil anecdote ends with me deciding to keep the old one. anyway i went to go pick up my sisters but i ended up joining in the beta club party and mooched off the little kids for cookies and soda. :D in about 14 minutes i'm going over to grant's house. i love him with a passion. ahh i totally forgot...last saturday me and amy tried on dresses forever. actually u know what? that's it. haha i just love dress shopping. and i love yall sooo much! muah

2004-05-05T16:56:00.000-05:00

on wednesday chris came and picked me up again. soooo early and we went and got some yummy starbucks. that really is all i remember from that day. haha i couldn't even tell you what taks i took. anyway on thursday i got picked up early again and we went to mcdonalds and i got a mcflurry for breakfast! except i didn't eat it at all. anyway that science taks was a bitch. then after school i picked up lindsey and we went to the ramblers clinic and i thought i'd have to sit out alot cause grant was helping other people out but the boys wouldn't give me a break. hehe and chad sang to me. i love boys who serenade you while ur dancing. so that was alot of fun and umm that would be thursday.

friday chris came over and dropped off my purse and jacket that i had left in his jeep and then courtney came and picked me up after school and we met up with abbey and amy at the theater to see MEAN GIRLS! haha like a dream come true. that movie was really cute. then we went shopping at jimmie's, then we went to dinner at hooters. these rugby boys hit on us majorly. hehe their lil rugby mom was with them. anyway i swear there was like a million of them. and this old man kept coming up and giving us advice. anyway weird. then the lovely chris kelso ace and lalala someone i don't remember met up with us. love those kids. then we dropped abbster off and amy came over and we sho did pass out.

saturday we made it a girl's day and went shopping at willowbend! got some shirts at hollister. haha i totally hate that store's dressing rooms! you can't jump around much to squeeze into jeans and it's cloth so u can see through it. the two dressing room guys were so making comments about my shadow. so inappropriate to comment on my leapord bra. well i guess they can't help it that my bra's oh so sexy. then we got some yummy chickfula and chinese food and then went to see the boys band pancho's lefty play. except we got there late because i'm chronically late everywhere. but we saw the rest of the bands and they were whistling at me and amy woo woo. haha this guy matt or something was trying to make this loooong conversation with the both of us. it's because amy is just so dang beautiful. but i escaped and talked to courtney. then we all piled in the cars and ate at mcdonalds. then everyone went back but me amy chris drew and chaz. we dropped chaz and drew off and chilled with shannon and courtney for awhile. then we drove over to some party jordan wanted us to meet him at in nasty no where but it got broken up so we went back to chris's and the girls hafi and drew were there. then we stopped off at clint's at got a lil something something from lindsey/courtney. lol and went home watched big fish and sleeppptttt.

sunday i woke up early and went to church while amy slept and then i came back, we chilled for a bit until i had to go to my lesson so i left her again. i slept on kyle's floor because i was too tired to move. there was this supa hott guy there ahhhh. haha then i went home picked up amy and dropped her home so she could shower for club. picked her up again and we went to club. my favorite jeans split. we won't go into that. and then the most horrible thing happened. megan cracked her head on the concrete and it's so horrible. gaaah.

monday megan had emergency brain surgery and they removed her frontal lobe. she'll be in icu for the rest of the week. so everybody pray for her. after school i met up with sara and rachel at barnes and nobles and we got chickfula and studied for the ap comp sci test. fun fun. got home at like 9 or something and went to sleep.

tuesday i had to get to school ay 7:45 to take that lovely comp sci test. after school i went over to grants and i learned the last half of my dance. it was really fun but we got sooo hot. i left around 6 to eat dinner and jana natalie and jacob were at my house. yay i love them all so much. then jerad came and picked me up and we went to my dad's clinic because no one was there and he helped me on my dance. and then we just goofed around and had a few heart to hearts. i love him so much. he's such a blast. he freakin gave me an hour massage. i totally needed that after doing cliffhanger all afternoon. then he dropped me off at home around 10 and i talked to amy for a bit and went to sleep.

today was the ap world history exam. sho did not study for that at all. hard hard. afterwards me and ian went back to my house and chilled. he's such a goofy boy. he totally would not let me sleep! :( anyway he just left so i'm about to go run and tan and what not. then me and jerad are gonna get together around 6:30. thank god ap tests are over!

2004-04-28T21:07:00.000-05:00

chris came over at 7:50 and we met up with doug and hafi for breakfast at sonic and then i made everyone go inside super target so i could get substinence for the test. i finished that bitch at 10:30 and was forced to just sit there and exchange death stares with the sweaty upper lip lady. the sweat drips off it i swear. so me lindsey amanda and lindsey chilled for the rest of the testing period. afterwards i met up with amy and we went back to my house and lounged around until anchor groups. then we went to starbucks and the lovely miss amy treated me to a java chip. then i went home, embarressed the hell out of jared and called it a night. this morning chris came and picked me up and we went to starbucks. mmm. and i got wired on my double expresso took the test and then had to come back to school for the simon suites dress rehearsal. which went horrible. alot of people couldn't remember their lines and my dress was ripped. but it ended nicely, meaning getting out of there by 7 and getting chickfula!!! mmm nice. got home turned on the OC. i get so into that corny show. can u believe that girl is pregnant with ryan's baby?! noooo! haha anyway that's it for tonight. peace out.

2004-04-26T20:37:00.000-05:00

Using bands' names, spell out your entire name:
[R] Red Hot Chili Peppers
[O] Offspring
[X] Xscape
[A] Ataris
[N] Nirvana
[N] Nine Inch Nails
[E] Eve 6

[A] Aerosmith
[L] LFO
[L] Less Than Jake
[E] Earth Wind And Fire
[N] No Doubt

b a s i c s
Height: 5'8
Hair Color: brown
Skin Color: tan
Eye color: brown
Piercings: none
Tattoos: none

r i g h t n o w
What color are the pants that you are wearing?: i'm wearing pink boxers actually
What song are you listening to right now?: Aaliyah--Are You The Somebody
What taste is in your mouth?: watermelon jollyrancher
What's the weather like now?: dark
How are you?: fabulous
Get motion sickness?: no, i'm unshakable
Have a bad habit?: I bite my nails when i'm nervous
Like to drive?: hate it

f a v o r i t e s
TV shows: OC and the Chapelle Show
Conditioner: John Frieda Brilliant Brunette Mirror Effect
Book: Summer Sisters by Julie Blume and all of the Gossip Girls by Cecily von Ziegesar
Non-alcoholic drink: Water
Alcoholic drink: Hot Damn
Thing to do on the weekend: take it easy

h a v e y o u...
Broken the law: i regularly forget to buckle my seatbelt :)
Snuck out of the house: yes
Ever gone skinny dipping: yes
Ever tipped over a porta potty: no
Fell asleep in shower/bath: no
Been in a school play: yes

l o v e
Children: maybe one or two. or none, we'll see how it goes...
Current crush: Ian and DREW
Been in love: yes
Had a hard time getting over someone: not really
Been hurt: yes
Your greatest regret: Selling myself short.

r a n d o m
Do you have a job: yes
Your cd player has in it right now: The OC Mix 1, My Lay Out Mix, The Verve Pipe, Britney Spears In The Zone, Aerosmith Toys
If you were a crayon what color would you be: Tickle Me Pink
What makes you happy: You. hehehehehe
What makes you happiest: when my family gets along.
What's the next CD you're gonna get: Incubus--Meglomaniac

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
Time you cried: last friday at ralph's funeral
last time you got a real letter: my gram cracker sent me one the other day
Time you got e-mail: Today
Thing you purchased: a skirt and a baby bottle pop
Movie you saw in the theater: Confessions Of A Teenage Drama Queen at the $ movie last week

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
Abortion: If you're life and the child's life would be completely miserable then you should definitely not have it.
Teenage smoking: It's a stupid thing to start but I can totally understand the people who smoke. They're just looking for a way to "express" themselves, whether it's by looking cool or trying to find you're outlet. People start for different reasons.
Spice Girls: I loved them and I still do. Spice Girls forever. Girl Power, right Ian?

w o r d a s s o c i a t i o n
Rubber: "i'm rubber and ur glue"
Rock: rock-sand
Green: kermit and miss piggy
Wet: rolling around in the grass
Cry: "cry me a river oooo"
Peanut: Abbey's baby
Hay: is for horses
Cold: hot hot HOT
Steamy: love
Fast: cars
Freaky:..friday= Courtney Calloway!!!
Away: stay?
Bite: kinky

2004-04-26T20:33:00.000-05:00

i totally can draw ariel really spectacularly well!!!!!

2004-04-26T19:48:00.000-05:00

the rest of saturday night: chris came and picked us up and we went over to mitchell's and i made them watch wild things because it's such a sexy movie! but after denise richards died the guys went upstairs and started messing with their guitars and everything. hafi stayed with us actually because i love him. duhh. then i mentioned there was alot of food and birthday cake back at my place so we loaded into chris's truck and finished off the leftovers and played james bond and mario cart and i still beat their asses WITH a broken controller. life is good when ur me ;) im just kidding. im not a bitch. anyway. after we got the boys to leave, me and kris went to blockbuster and got my boss's daughter which i think i'm going to invite someone over to watch with me after i finish this. ummm andy was there! i love love love that boy! jsdlfkj i could forever stare into his eyes. we got junk food and then went back to my place and then ian called and wanted me to come play with like him luke ed nate susan blah blah idk people. but i was tired so he came over later and we hung out with kris and then me and him went outside and he tackled me into the wet grass with my pretty orange skirt on! haha u know.. the skort. it was just...exhilerating rolling around like that. haha eww i'm so just kidding. then i wanted to visit cody so we banged on her window but she wasn't home despite it being 1 in the morning. then i went back home and these guys kept calling my phone so kris talked to them. haha i do not go to valley view and give out my number to tony's!!!! we went to sleep and then we woke up around 11 and i took a shower and sent kris home and went to my lesson and hung out with kyle. i love him! he is so adorable! and then i went home spent forever on my chem exam and then picked up amy and went to huffines to play ultimate frisbee!!!! chad got bitched at by some dad because he almost ran into their kid when he was pulling up. afterwards me amy abbey and sammie crammed into the back of john's truck while him and matt got the spacious front. boys. we totally rocked out to "we're dancing and it feels just fine" hahahahaha sdhklhdg sooo much fun! got home around 9 and did my chem exam until effing 2 in the morning and that's when zaq was like ur crazy go to bed and i figured he was probably right so i did. woke up early and went to school so tryer could help me but she wouldn't!! the trick biotch! haha so i chilled with kelso meg and sarah because it was so early i didn't know what to do with myself. umm i bitched with the substitute in whap and sucked on those atomic fireball things. they're so hot you have to take breaks in between! i got a mini back rub from allen and then a looooooong one from randall in chem. oh dear god it felt so unbelievably good. haha mikalyn and my mom were watching this show and it said orgy and mikalyn wanted to know what it meant and she was like i'm going to look it up if you don't tell me and then i'm going to tell everyone. haha that conversation is seriously going on in the next room.

2004-04-24T19:41:00.000-05:00

okay sooooo ralph's memorial service was on thursday night and idk it was weird. my phone kept going off from this blocked number. umm friday morning i talked to miss kizer before school started and she said she wouldn't count me absent so i can still go to the funeral and be exempted from exams. so i went and it just wasn't right. it was really hollow inside the church and the whole time the preacher told stories about jesus that didn't have much to do with my uncle ralph at all. jesus is great and all but he could at least have tied it into the service so it would seem like it was my uncle ralph's funeral and not someone i didn't know. things like that need to be personal. anyway i went home and changed afterwards and went to school. the day wasn't so bad considering the morning. after school ian took me home and we wrestled for the red spree and watched the end of the OC because i missed it. then he physically abused me. i have scratches on my face to prove it. i went over to my aunt penny's for awhile to see how she was holding up and sat aroundand talked with her and bev and ate food. then ian came to get me b/c he was lonely and we played some more until he had to leave for some soccer thing and kristina called so she came over and we got ready and went out to eat at pappasitos and LINDA CHANG was there. haha duhh i know she works there but she's so much fun. i got hit on alot by this guy who worked there and so i gave him the bitch face so this time i didn't get any free alligator tails or anything. ;) then we went to blockbuster and got grind, went to her new house. it's beautiful! and partied the night away. this morning we woke up, ate the donuts her parents had gotten us. and then i had to leave to go home and clean for connie's birthday party and that's kinda what's happening in the next room. party in my house. haha and i'm righting in this thing. kristi's coming over like now and then we're going to party the night away *again* ;) at chris's, peace

2004-04-21T21:50:00.000-05:00

so these last couple of minutes have been depressing. ralph just died. is that weird to read? like i just layed that one on you without any warning? well that's kind of how it was for me. i know he's been sick for awhile. well duhh, we've been driving around his wife and visiting him in the hospital almost everyday but it's not like i thought he would actually die. i mean not today anyway. i guess it's always the same though. everyone told me my dog, ben wouldn't make it to the end of the week and they were right but i guess it's just something you don't want to believe. and my mom had been telling me for weeks we were getting rid of both my turtles but i didn't actually believe her until last week when we did. letting go of someone or something is kind of funny that way. you don't want to believe it and just keep holding on till the very end. but that's the way life should be. you should appreciate what you have. always. all of this is just maddening but it would be hypocritical of me to get depressed about any of it. because last night at small groups, abbey and whitney were talking about death and how scared of it they were. and i just said i wasn't going to worry about it because when it comes, it comes. God knows when and why. and i guess it was my uncle ralph's time, and my dog's time, and my turtle's time. i just have to trust God's decision on these things because really, that's all we can do.

2004-04-18T22:41:00.000-05:00

so this wkend...sorry i'll totally write ALLLL about it later. i really meant to tell you about it when i opened this window up but i am exhausted!!! nighty night kiss kiss ;*

2004-04-18T21:13:00.000-05:00

okay loves, this is going to take awhile to get through so i suggest you go to the bathroom now and grab urself a snack if you plan on finishing up :)

What time is it:: 9:18 PM
Your full name:: roxanne trumei allen
Age:: 16
Height:: 5'8
Natural hair color:: brown
Eye color:: brown
Number of siblings:: 2
Glasses/contacts?:: neither
Piercings:: none
Tattoos:: no
Braces:: nope

FAVOURITE
Colour:: prissy pink!
Band:: AEROSMITH
Song:: brown eyed girl -- van morrison
Stuffed animal:: princess max. he's the yorkie i got with rachel at victoria's secret, she got the girl and i took max and decided the title of princess was more suitable ;)
Video game:: HALO, james bond golden gun, and the best mario cart!
TV show:: the OC, friends, the chapelle show and i might be a tad obsessed with late night with conan. he's just like the jolly green giant, except he's red.
Movie:: virgin suicides, fight club, sleeping beauty, crazy/beautiful, slackers, and boondock sants. WATCH THEM AND LOVE THEM!
Book:: summer sisters, catcher in the rye, and the whole gossip girls series
Food:: sushi and papa john's pizza
Game on a cell phone:: Deep Abyss
CD cover:: most of bowie's
Flower:: pink roses and mystic whites
Scent:: vanilla
Animal:: pink piggies
Comic book:: archie
Cereal:: the granola kind with apple juice
Website:: i used to love making perfumes on reflect.com
Cartoon:: southpark

DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: coach is teaching me the guitar, but no.
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: no
Like to sing?:: always
Have a job?:: yes
Have a cell phone?:: yep
Like to play sports?:: all of them
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: no
Have a crush on someone?:: i love so many people it's ridiculous
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: no
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: just 4
Have any special talents/skills?:: mm hmm tons
Excercise daily?:: haha golf?
Like school?:: not particularly

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: no
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: no
Speak any other languages?:: mandarin and spanish, but no where close to fluently.
Go a day without food?:: yeah
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: yeah
Read music, not just tabs?:: yes
Roll your tongue?:: yes
Eat a whole pizza?:: yes

HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: yep
Cried to get out of trouble?:: yep
Gotten lost in your city?:: always
Seen a shooting star?:: that reminds me of last summer at the lake house when me nick and jay took the boat out and just snugged under the blankets at night
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: yes
Had a serious surgery?:: no
Stolen something important to someone else?:: someone..and not intentionally
Solved a rubiks cube?:: with help
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: yes
Cried over a girl?:: yeah
Cried over a boy?:: yes
Kissed a random stranger?:: no
Hugged a random stranger?:: not random
Been in a fist fight?:: 2. i was a violent kid ;)
Been arrested?:: no
Done drugs?:: yes
Had alcohol?:: yes
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: no
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: no
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: no
Swore at your parents?:: not at them
Been to warped tour?:: no
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: not since elementary school.
Been in love?:: yes
Been close to love?:: yes
Been to a casino?:: no
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: no
Broken a bone?:: yes
Gotten stitches?:: no
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: no
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: no.. you'd puke
Made homemade muffins?:: yes
Bitten someone?:: all the time :D tee hee
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: no
More than 5 times?:: i was deprived
Been to niagra falls?:: no
Burped in someones face?:: i do it to adrian and mikalyn all the time!
Gotten the chicken pox?:: yes

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: this morning
Went to the bathroom:: this morning
Saw a movie in theaters:: last night with rachel and sarah. we saw 13 going on 30!
Read a book:: everyday in miss delamar's class. bitch.
Had a snow day:: last year right?
Had a party:: my birthday last month
Had a slumber party:: haha last night
Made fun of someone:: matt like 1/2 an hr ago. but only b/c he made fun of me first when i missed the ball!!
Tripped in front of someone:: this morning i tripped on kyle's carpet. but i swear it's the kind that catches ur shoes!
Went to the grocery store:: this afternoon
Got sick:: 2 months ago. omg i was dying for 3 weeks!
Cursed:: hmm...last night. but i was just repeating to sarah what someone else said

PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: fruit
Black/white:: white
Lights on/lights off:: lights ON
TV/movie:: movie
Car/truck:: truck
Body spray/lotion:: lotion
Cash/check:: cash
Pillows/blankets:: blankets
Headache/stomach ache:: neither
Paint/charcoal:: paint. so much more fun
Chinese food/mexican food:: depends what my mood calls for
Summer/winter:: summer
Snow/rain:: snow
Fog/misty:: fog. especially in the summer on the lake. i used to get up real early, like at 5 when no one else was up and swim in the fog. it was so pretty.
Rock/rap:: rock
Meat/vegetarian:: vegetarian
Boy/girl:: GIRL
Chocolate/vanilla:: chocolate
Sprinkles/icing:: icing
Cake/pie:: pie
French toast/french fries:: french toast
Strawberries/blueberries:: strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: ocean
Hugs/kisses:: hugs
Cookies/muffins:: cookies
Wallet/pocket:: wallet
Window/door:: door. haha chad climbing out my window that one morning. gaaaahhh. besides, my window's boarded shut.
Emo/goth:: emo
Pink/purple:: pink
Cat/dog:: puppies
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short
Pants/shorts:: shorts
Winter break/spring break:: spring break
Spring/autumn:: both feel like summer here
Clouds/clear sky:: clear sky
Moon/mars:: moon

FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: a lot
What are their names?:: ...
Do you have a best friend?:: amy, court, lindz, corey, ian
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: isn't that natural?
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: it used to be guys like when i spent all my time with blake corey zaq bo chad calon ect. but now it's pretty even
Have you ever lost a friend?:: yes
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: yeah
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: el cuatro
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: yeah
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: umm baked them cookies? haha except i bake everyone cookies and they always burn.
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: forgiven me when i don't deserve it. the other day it was really sweet, ian drove from stonebriar all the way to fry's just to see me and save me from my parents who were forever inside
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: you just learn to move on
What friend have you known the longest?:: katherine
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: yeah..
If so, what is it?:: i led him on and then broke his heart.
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: almost every waking moment. unless i'm on here writing about my awesome life with them :D
Do any of your friends drive?:: like all of them. allll except me.
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: yes
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: the time i fell off a 3 story balcony while we were dancing on the railing.
What do you think your friends think of you?:: they love me :)

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: yes
If you have, with who?:: joseph, and allen and drew>>my girls know what i'm talking about! roxanne loves the nerds
Are you single?:: yes
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: yes
What is your idea of the best date?:: all you need is the beach.
What was your first kiss like?:: well, we were stranded on an island b/c katie took off with the jet ski and he leaned me up against this tree and kissed me. i was so scared!
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: 14
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: no
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: i'm not sure. it's just all so magical.
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: yes
Have you ever been dumped?:: no
Have you ever dumped someone?:: yes
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: i just don't know ;)

WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: ballet
Hat:: mad hatter
Hard:: ball
Free:: 18
Space:: case
Taste:: like chicken
Good charlotte:: sucks
Red:: sexy
Deep:: throat
Heart:: bleeds
Cord:: electrical shock
Cheese:: yuck
Rain:: scary
Work:: $$$
Pedal:: to the metal
Head:: knees shoulders ... and toes
Bed:: heaven
Fluff:: kitty
Hardcore:: BFP
Race:: car
Knife:: dangerous
Jump:: rope

I....
am:: a princess
want:: to be a mermaid so i can live in the ocean
need:: love
crave:: attention
love:: youuuu
hate:: feeling sad
did:: alot to get where i am now ;)
feel:: too much
miss:: ben
am annoyed by:: catty girls and jerky boys
would rather:: skip school and start life
am tired of:: this survey!
will always:: be true to myself no matter what

SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:: classis rock and emo
What time is it now?:: 10:19
What day is it?:: Sunday
Whens the last time you called someone?:: amy, a few minutes ago
How much money do you have right now?:: one dollar. i need to get my ass into work.
Are you hungry?:: no
Whatcha doin?:: eating caramel corn cursing my dad for not letting me stay out later
Do you like parades?:: yeah
Do you like the moon?:: yeah..
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: take a shower, call calon, and go to bed.
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: yes.. haha who made this?!
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: mind control. it's a scary thought isn't it?
Have you ever had a picnic?:: yes
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: no but jenny did and i was always at her house with amy and tiffany
What about sock em boppers?:: gosh no! i took my anger out on other kids.
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: gross no

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: in a goofy ass fun loving kind of way ;)
pretty?:: yes. it's not a crime to think that.
sarcastic?:: not as much as i used to be
lazy?:: yesss
hyper?:: yes
friendly?:: yes :)
evil?:: i get what i want when i want. i think i've been called..manipulative more than once
smart?:: smarter than the average bear
strong?:: im a hoss
talented?:: i belong on stage
dorky?:: completely

ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:: jeff
skip:: chad
dance:: jordan
lonely:: laura
pen:: brittney
flower:: lizabeth
window:: amelia
psycho:: calon
brain freeze:: jess
orange:: anthony
sassy:: kelsey
jelly:: lexi

FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:: against
love:: for
drunk drivers:: against
airplanes:: for
war:: against
canada:: AGAINST!!! GAHHH DIE CANADA DIE!!
united states:: for
rock music:: for
gay marriage:: civil yes. legal no.
school:: for
surveys:: against
parents:: for
cars:: for
killing:: against
britney spears:: for.. hey, she's sexy.
coffee:: for
pants:: for

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: yes
Play strip poker?:: already have. katie poncho!
Run away?:: no
Not take a shower for a week?:: for money
Ask someone out?:: if they're worth it ..and i knew they would say yes :)
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: never
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: yes. rome, mk & a here i come!!
Go scuba diving?:: yes
Write a book?:: yes
Become a rockstar?:: yes
Have casual sex?:: no

LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: brilliant brunette and very sexy
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: umm last wkend me and ian took a nap but princess max was there to make sure nothing happened. so yeah, the last most sexual thing i've done is cuddled with princess sweetheart and princess max.
What kind of computer do you have?:: you know i'm not quite sure. it's dark in this room so i can't read the label. sorry i know ur dissapointed.
What grade are you in?:: 10
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: no
Or just make out?:: nooo
How many posters do you have in your room?:: none
How many cds do you have?:: too many to count
What time is it now?:: 10:39

2004-04-15T20:50:00.000-05:00

last night i went to super target and got the OC Mix 1 and it's beautiful! haha everyone get it! and i got my monthy dose of cosmo aaaand the most adorable bra that i tried on this morning and it's too small! rawr! and i got ppl late easter presents because everything was 1/2 off and i loved it! there was this huge pink bunny there for only 5 dollars! haha i told like everyone about it today and they were just like roxanne ur gay! and i got a cute lil floppy skirt that's well...really cute! and it says angel. come on kids, it's self-explanitory ;) then i went home and watched the OC since my sister taped it for me. what a doll!

today i woke up early at 7:30 to let my turtles go. my mom and dad made me. i am so depressed about this. like i know it sounds retarded and everything but my house does not feel like a home anymore. i have no pets at all. not even a fish. it's just totally and completely wrong. if you know of any puppies looking for a home contact me!!!! so i went to school and we worked some more on simon suites in theatre. rachel quit the play so now maxine is playing my mother. okaay. in whap we spent the entire time on the labtops but eric had to leave so me and allen had to work on the stupid thing by ourselves! and he thought he deserved all of MY leg space. yuh. at lunch i gave ian his easter present! haha it was a stupid lil hotwheels thing with a tattoo that i picked up at supertarget last night. english was a blast. haha i love my girls! since my beautiful amy is going to be in florida this wkend, friday i believe me and rach and umm...people are going to go see 13 going on 30. it looks adorable! so my mom's in the worst mood ever and she hung up on me! and then she called back to bitch me out and i said something so she pretended like she wasn't on the phone. haha come on now! act ur age woman! my softball thing is due today! jana has been hunting me down like a mad man. haha renegades rock! a whole bunch of the serious ppl dropped out so we're going to be goofy as shit and lose everything. tomorrow i think i'm going to go take my permit test. haha i know i've said that like a billion times but i really need to get my hardship and i can't depend on everyone else my whole life. i had a nice long talk with amy today and we had to call off our date tonight on account of my mom's doing her taxes and umm..she hates me now. but i just saw what liz wrote about me and it totally made my night. i love how little things like that can totally change things around.

2004-04-14T17:25:00.000-05:00

today me and clay went into the back room and finally got my lines down! and then after that we talked about justin, this guy he's totally crushing on and he sounds majorly hot! but he can't take him to prom. poor baby! haha i decided he should take me then! la la la. lol anyway hmm i totally spent the entire day studying for my math test! i went and took it during everyone's 7th period and i decided i'm totally moving to that class. even though umm i don't have a 7th. because my math period is dead but in there it was just too crazy and miss reimann was making sex jokes with mitchell. haha ehhh. after i took my test i went to the student council meeting and i really liked the whole vibe coming out of that class. it made me want to take the leadership class next year but i can't! i'm so bummed but k-ram is during 4th period too so i just don't know! but that means i can't go on the retreat with everyone else at preston's grandparent's farm. so we'll just see. after that ian and me went to go pick up my popcorn and then i saw corey! i totally love him soooo much! so he walked me to ian's car. and then we had a fantabulous ride home. haha and i got home and my mom was completely mad at me because i didn't call her to tell her what time i'd be home because obviously i suck as a daughter! but i had an awesome conversation with jerad about religion after i got home and it's just really good to get another person's view on things. he's such a total sweetheart! i just got off the phone with jessica and i miss that girl so much! but it was just really good to talk to her again like we used to and we're both doing softball this summer so we'll be two peas in a pod again! lol O.C. is toooonihight!!! texas has the worst mosquitosssss! anyway all my lil band nerds are going to florida this wkend it is just too sad! :(

2004-04-13T23:22:00.000-05:00

haha omg i found this one too! it's from like a bijillion years ago omg we were such dorks! even though i havta say..my flo skills are untouchable! i should have been on rock the mic ;)

phildog2406: roxy!
phildog2406: ahh!
phildog2406: i sat on a screw today
phildog2406: and it hurt
S0oKissMe: dang i hate it when that happenes
phildog2406: what?
S0oKissMe: getting screwed
S0oKissMe: hehe
phildog2406: ah psh
phildog2406: ok just between you and me....
phildog2406: the girl at coutrs party
phildog2406: like this conversations stays right where it started
S0oKissMe: haha ill keep it on the dl
phildog2406: i sware to god if you tell her ill seek you out and kill you in your sleep
phildog2406: i dont like her at all
S0oKissMe: aww thats the sweetest thing ive ever heard
phildog2406: i bet it is
phildog2406: shes a bia
phildog2406: was she pmsing
phildog2406: do you know
phildog2406: she prbly was cuz its humanly impossible to be that pissy
S0oKissMe: i just started on ur flo
S0oKissMe: and it'll be done in like 2 min
phildog2406: a flo is off the top of your head
S0oKissMe: hahaha oh...a rap then
S0oKissMe: phil is the man. hes in a band. its called sneezer. its an offtake of weezer. today he got screwed. i said hha cause im crewd. but it was so effin funny. lately his nose has been runny. before things get out of hand. ill get back to his band. thats how he got the name. his album is actually quite tame. the other day he gave me a sneak-peek. and it was like a smack to the cheek. it was ehh...grand. THAT'S WHY I LOVE HIS BAND!
phildog2406: AAAAH YEEEEEEEES
phildog2406: THAT IS THE MOST EFFING COOLEST THING EVER
phildog2406: its toooooo cool
phildog2406: you rock roxy
S0oKissMe: noew thats the sweetest thing ive ever heard

2004-04-13T22:20:00.000-05:00

omg gaaaahhh! i totally just found this on my computer! from when me and joe were dating and we first said the 'L' word! it is the most hilarious thing! it's also really sweet, i wish i had this is my realationship now. ahem! ;)

ShortKnocker04: this might come out as really gay and upfront, but i couldn't stop thinking about ya today.... i don't know what it was... its just the littlist thing wuold remind me of you, it was so weard
S0oKissMe: yeah?
ShortKnocker04: its just everyday i talk about this girl, this girl who i am crazy about, and every day i can't wait to talk to her, and then when i do it just makes me bummed cause i never get to see you. i sit around during class and cant wait to read the txt messages and cant wait to call you after school. i couldn't concentrate in any of my classes today.
ShortKnocker04: so, well i love you roxy clepatra and if you wanna say it to me you can
S0oKissMe: i love you diablo
ShortKnocker04: ohh putita :-)
S0oKissMe: el stupido
ShortKnocker04: the stupid?
ShortKnocker04: stupid is an adjective and doesn't need the artcile el or la
S0oKissMe: yes it does!
S0oKissMe: in my book
S0oKissMe: it needs one
S0oKissMe: it wants one
ShortKnocker04: your book is gay
ShortKnocker04: thats like me calling you the beautiful
S0oKissMe: haha... joe language
S0oKissMe: haha ur beautiful too
ShortKnocker04: i want to see you so bad
ShortKnocker04: as soon as i see you i am going to give you the biggest hug and kiss ever
ShortKnocker04: Yo lo pierdo tanto, haría algo verlo ahora mismo... usted es la chica de mis sueños!
ShortKnocker04: te amo muuuucho

2004-04-13T22:09:00.000-05:00

okay so today... i stopped by mitchell's to get his script so i could copy it later because i sure did lose mine the first day. haha there was this duck following him around. i just thought that was the funniest thing to have a nasty ugly turkey duck as a "pet" anyway then i picked up amy and we went to small groups. and yeah it was fun but when we broke up into our group, it was just so weird. like today was so deep! i don't know if i liked that or not. because i hate it when u have to question the philosophy of your faith. like when you start second guessing all the ideas you thought were right about GOD. i like my bubble. for instance, did you ever stop to think that the devil is not always around you rooting for you to fail. of course he's there tempting you but he's not omnipresent like GOD. normally when you think about GOD and the devil you think they're the opposites but they are really not. the devil is just a fallen angel and doesn't really have the power GOD does. hows that for deep thinking. so we got out of that after 9 and then amy dropped me off and i went over to mitchell's to drop back off his script and now i'm home doing all this makeup work, eating my central market gourmet sandwich. u know you want one!

2004-04-13T16:58:00.000-05:00

on sunday EASTER!!! i woke up super early with my dad to go buy easter hunt stuff so i got to pick all of my easter basket stuff and i didn't realize until afterwards that everything i picked was pink! lol i got an easter barbie and a bracelet and a pink chickadee and pink peeps and lots of chocolate. mmm. i saw ian on the way home. haha how funny! then i got ready for church and it was sooo cold but i was determined to wear my easter dress so i did. uh huh afterwards i went home and slept some more because by that time i had only gotten like 8 hours of sleep in the past bajillion hours. then my sisters woke me up for the easter egg hunt yayyyy! after that my dad took me golfing in the freakin rain. ughh oh haha speaking of golf, i'm the athelete of the week in the richardson paper! haha how funny! and so i just spent the whole time there trying to hit the guy picking up balls. which i did. twice! it would be so much easier if he didn't move in hi9s cart around so much! after that we went to blockbuster and i got texas chainsaw massacre and crazy/beautiful and we bought jawbreaker. yay! then amy came over and we just played bums the rest if the night with nintendo and cookie dough. then on monday we sorta cleaned house and then around 5 my mom came home and we dropped amy off and then she dropped me off at grant's. omg it was sooooo much fun! haha i am forever thankful for this guy! he taught me alot of the rambling stuff i need to know and he jessie flipped me! haha woo hoo i know how to flip in the air now! and now i know part of the dance he made up for us. okay anyway my momcame and picked me up and then we went to the cingular store to finally get new phones and mine has really great features and everything but i don't know iif i like how it looks. it's just not fun..it needs to be pink! lol umm yeah then i went home and alternated b/w the miss usa thing and my chem test. finally i went to sleep around 1 this morning. umm okay today was great and all. we have to do another stinky group project and allen signed up to be with me so i guess it'll be fun. i hate how i can hardly eat anything these days without getting sick. somethings wrong. ohh and i'm happy for corey! he finally got a new camaro. i love you! haha now it's getting random. umm me and cash were holding hand down the hallway and some coach was like aww how cute. ahh how embarressing! lol omg i got my first detention today! man normally i can talk my way out of them and i would have today i guess but i was just not in the mood so i just took it. and we have to sell stupid popcorn in theatre and it's gross and i don't understand why ppl are buying them. but go right on ahead! haha umm yeah i hate miss kizer! the end! oh wait no tonite i have tons and tons upon massive amounts of hmwk and i have to pick amy up for small groups in about 1 hour and clean up the house for my aunt susan. sweet. peace out loves!

2004-04-13T16:43:00.000-05:00

okay so saturday morning after all the fun nonsense from the night before me and sammie went and prayed for eachother and i just thought it was really sweet and then my dad came and picked me and amy up at like 7:30 in the morning and then i went home and got ready and went out to eat with my family at papadeaux and the waiter gave me free alligator tails. mmm haha. after that i went to get a link for my camera and a new club and ian called and asked me where i was and then we just talked forever until he's like "hey where in the parking lot of frys are you" haha aww he drove all the way over there to see me. it's just little things like that that show how sweet a person is. and then i set off my car alarm and i was just sitting in the drivers seat looking like a dumbass because i didn't know how to turn it off. then we all drove to my house to pick up my sisters and then we packed into the car and drove to marble slab to get ice cream for my dad's bday. and umm ian played with my little sisters the entire ride. haha dang. then we sat and ate our icecream and made fun of the red necks sitting by us. haha after that we went home and me and ian went upstairs and took a nap because i hadn't slept for like the past 50 hours. then we woke up at like midnight and went to eat cake with the family. then ian had to leave and i went to sleep again.

2004-04-13T16:23:00.000-05:00

okay so on friday i went shopping and bought these sheets and i couldn't decided what to get so i called amy and i was like "yeah so these sheets are eqyptian cotton and 300 thread count but they're not pretty" and this lade comes up to me and was like "i highly recommend these sheets" and i thought she worked there but she didn't. she's just weird. haha okay something random but whenever i'm in the gap or hollister ppl always mistake me for working there. but the most embarressing thing is the other day when i was in super target someone asked me if i could get them something off the shelf. haha i do NOT look like someone who works in a target! anyway after that i went home and took a shower and got ready for nightro! amy picked me up around 7 and we went to gameworks first. i love that place! haha me and courtney played this baseball thing and i sooo got her! and then i was playing basketball and allen and frankie kept stealing all my balls and okay the very bestest part...haha i am going to get so much shit for this..but i got to spend the night with drew! haha gaaaah! i will always be in love with that boy as long as he doesn't talk. he's such a nerd. anyway after gameworks we went to speedzone and got pizza and raced the cars and allen spun me out and so i was stuck half of the time and these really creepy guys were trying to help me. bleh so me, a-train, amy, and robert played putt putt and yeah...golf. then we raced alot more and i cut off dingle every single time. heh heh! then at like 3 we went to sportsridge and me sammie amy amelia and drew sat around and talked and this black lady told amy to "go gee tha boo baa na tha ree baa caas tha ree baa waas off limit so go gee tha boo baa!" so poor amy just went downstairs and came back up 5 minutes later and was like omg i didn't know what she was talking about! anyway then me and sammie went into the hot tub with mat and just talked about stuff that's been going on in our lives and how horrible families really can be. and that talk made me realize that i really want someone who can understand everything i've been through without judging me and someone who just loves me for me. yeah fat chance everyone i've ever been involved with has been an asshole either/or pussy. yuuuuh. afterwards everyone met back up at church for breakfast and robert drew this hideous picture of me and i drew booballa roxanne and me and drew talked about going swing dancing at sons of remington hall.

2004-04-09T12:23:00.000-05:00

tuesday and wednesday i had a district tournament that me and susan were in and my mom drove off with my clubs and without her phone so i had to use my dad's and coach's and i still felt horrible so i did horrible out there. after the tuesday tourney i went home took a shower and went to the ramblers meeting and kara and emily hooked me up with grant for my partner. and then on wed. after it coach took us to get subways and we went back to her house and hung out. then my mom picked me up and took me to target to return that cheap ass straightener and then we went to willowbend and i got my save the drama for your momma skirt and thennnn i talked to ian and he was at the dallas cup and i had no idea what that was so i felt lost the entire time. and then amy called and i talked to her and then allen until i was too tired and went to sleep. (i think it's time to unretire my french maid costume) thursday was so hectic! i had to make up everything and convince my teachers to give me incompletes on my report card. but me and jordan had a beautiful talk in the morning about like wanting to get with angelina jolie. because i mean come on guys. she's hot! then i got my t.e.a. form so i can finally get my permit. and i got attacked the entire day by guys. haha i think it's the skirt rachel! miss collins didn't like it so much she sent me down to miss krueger but she like me so it's all good and allen said it was fine as long as it's short and on me. anyway chad wanted to hangout after his soccer practice but that ended at like 8 so i went to super target to get that brilliant brunette stuff. haha i'm excited about my next shower now! and then went to kroger and bought icecream and cookie dough and then went to blockbuster and rented gothika and chad called wanting to chill so i said i'd call him back when i got home. but when i did i felt sick so i decided to watch gothika instead. all alone. in the dark. in the gameroom with all the windows. eek. and then bo called at the exact same time the phone rang in the movie. loooorddy! and he was all like okay get ur shit together ur gonna chill with me preston drew josh and corey tonite. nope. haha i had to finish the movie. and besides i was told not to hang out with them by ian. and then calon called at like 12 and i was like hey can i call u after the movie and he was like ohh can i come over and watch it. so i asked my daddy and he was like umm u don't like him right? i was like uhh right. so he came over and we started the movie from the beginning and u know it's not as scary when there's a guys hand to squeeze. haha i like broke him. anyway he left around 2ish and i passed out on the coach and umm i woke up to my mom calling and telling me to get ready to go shopping. haha yay! i have a serious shopping habit/problem. so i've been told. by like everyone. oh well yall still love me!

2004-04-09T12:10:00.000-05:00

so yeah saturday. i worked until forever. i don't remember when i got off but after work i took my sisters to the movies b/c they wanted to see prince and me but it was sold out so we went to central market and loaded up on jones soda and ice cream because that place is so goooood and then we went home and ian called after he finished up at the bando show and wanted to know if he could come over so yeah. we watched almost famous and then he left at like 12:30 or something? idk day light savings is weird! then on sunday i woke up early and went to church and then afterwards my mom said she would take us to see the prince and me and so like only half the theatre was full because it was 10 in the morning. afterwards i had my lesson at golf tec and this guy was like hey put ur name in the drawing i'll make sure u win something. i was like umm okay considering there's like 122146 million other names in there. but i did and like a minute later he called me name and so i won a box of golf balls! haha score! then i got a new 3 wood and some wendy's and went golfing with my dad ans mikalyn and i was so in pain the entire time i was like crying and then i ran into clint. that was nice. he's nice. anyway i skipped club and went to bed.

2004-04-09T11:53:00.000-05:00

hmm last week... on friday i went to the bando show with abbey and amy and then afterwards we were outside and ian called and he was like "turn around" so i did and he was running like a retard towards us. afterwards we got taco bell and went back to amy's and ian called wanting to play but the girls wouldn't let me give him any clues to where i was. and then i basically fell asleep on amy's kitchen counter because i was so tired from my late night conversation with my nerd love. i can't say who it was but if everything goes according to plan he will be mine muaha ha aha isnt that right lizzy and jordan! then they woke me up and we went upstairs and i fell asleep again because duhh i'm not fun at all! haha omg that just reminded me rachel told me the other day that this person came up to her and was like "ur friends with roxanne? isn't she like perfect and only hangs out with the smart kids and doesn't know how to have any fun?" yeah dude that's me. anyway saturday morning we went to this breakfast place. i think it's like america's cafe or something? and we saw lil samantha there!!! we all love her to death! but yeah my breakfast burritos were spewing some kind of liquid. mmm. after that we went and got easter stuff and went back to amy's and filled easter eggs and watched old movies we made when we were like 5. theeeen i had to go home to get dressed for work and umm work.

2004-04-01T22:22:00.000-06:00

after school i had practice and it wasn't so bad. coach showed me the paper i was in but i forgot to get it form her so calon drove me out in a cart to catch up to her and then i got to drive hers back. so we like played bumper cars with the carts the whole way back. afterwards i went and got a sunshine smoothie from sonic and then i went home and i've been home catching up on all the hmwk i've missed from these stupid tournaments. the end.

2004-04-01T22:18:00.000-06:00

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2004-04-01T22:06:00.000-06:00

hey check your sports and recreation page in the dallas morning news today. there's a beautiful picture of me golfing ;)

2004-03-30T16:53:00.000-06:00

okay to start off with, i hope no one comes to my door while i'm typing this. because as alot of you know, my computer is directly in front of my front door window and i'm wearing my underwear and my silk sheet. okay enough of that. so on friday i had to work until 5:30. after that i went over to amy's so abbey could pick us up. then we picked kelsey up and went downtown to deep ellum to see zach's band, the easy crowd play at the door. so many people were there it was unreal. and then a whole bunch of girls from berkner starting moshing because they thought they were being funny. (and i'm not trying to sound mean or anything because i love each and everyone of these girls) and since me and kels were right up against the stage we got our heels all stepped on and the next day at palm beach i had to lay on my stomach in the beds because my heels were so raw. okay that was boring, but so what? so like jhombie, the easy crowd, fourth score, and clover street played. but we left during clover street and went to the west end to eat at friday's. mmm yumm! then pat took us all home. saturday i went to willowbend for like the entire day so i could find the perfect present for amy's bday and umm...stuff for me. and i got this real adorable off the shoulder shirt from hollister that says "boys and brains don't mix" isn't that the truth? then amy's mom picked me up and me amy abbey and robert went to the shriner circus! we sure did count 17 serious mullets while we were there. i'm talking one crazy party back there. there were these incredibley rude 5 and 8 yr olds sitting behind us. there were like 4. and they kept telling us to shush and they were just well..incredibley rude. so i turn around and was like "sweetie will you please be quiet. i'm trying to watch the show" i wasn't being anal or anything i was just mocking them. haha thought i'd clear that up. so they're mom taps me on the shoulder and is like "they're eight so you need to shut up and turn yourself around you hoochie mama hoe!" so i turn around and say "i don't have to listen to you or your daughters and i am not the one whose a hoochie mama hoe" because this lady sure did look like she was popping out these kids at 16. then she said i was all of thirteen so i turn around and say "yeah im a thirteen yr old hoochie mama. i sure don't think i look 13" then after the show i stood up to leave and readjusted my shirt when one of the girls was like "that's right, pull that shirt down" sooooo i flicked her off. see, i can be just as immature. haha but i'm not mad about it anymore because i'm drinking my sunshine smoothie and those make everything better! anyway afterwards we took pictures with princess sweetheart. no, not you ian! and then we dropped off robert and went back to amy's and watched blue collar comedy tour and fell asleep. then on sunday we woke up and i went home for church. after church i got a wendy's chocolate shake and fries. have y'all ever dipped your fries in your shake? do it! i promise you it's not as disgusting as it sounds. it's actually kinda good in my opinion. so there's a fun filled fact for you. anyway there were 5 of the hottest guys ever there. and just wow they really were. afterwards my dad guilt tripped me into playing with him. except when i got there calon and jake were there and just oh lordy it's not fair. everywhere i go i run into those two. and they had two of their nasty friends with them. except jake's not nasty. i love him. anyway we played two holes and then my dad dropped me off for club. then he picked me up and said he needed to make a quick stop at kroger so i was like cool. i'll just wait in the car. an hour later he came back. so i just called ian up to talk. ian said i should have just drove over to his house. but how was i supposed to know he'd end up taking that long. so i finally got home around 10 something and just talked to ian for a bit until i got too tired and went to sleep. then on monday. oh gosh i have no memory of anything that happened on monday except for me and claudia were the only ones who showed up for practice so we left early. and then i went tanning. if you use sweet pea and then tan. it doesn't smell like sweet pea once you're baked. it smells like tanning. haha gross. then on tuesday i had to meet up at berkner at 7:15 for a tournament. then me claudia susan and linda went to chickfula to get some breakfast. okay im going to sound like a total golf nerd but i actually had fun at this one. it was just really pretty outside and the girls weren't at all anal like normal. and i shot an 88. susan caught up with me and one point and was like there's a lady asking around for you. i was like okay weird. and then later on this professional looking lady with a fancy camera comes up and asks if i'm roxanne and then just starts snapping pictures of me. it was crazy. she just like kept going. i was like what the heck?! and then she just walks up. so i ask coach about it and she had no idea. so now i'm scared because what if i have a hitman on my tail. haha wow okay. i got home around 3:30 and got a sunshine smoothie from sonic because those are sooo good and then i went to super target and got a straightener which i am taking back, some makeup, a pair of hippy sandels, and hair stuff. i couldnt decide on the superman sheets or strawberry shortcake. i'll have to go back. my feet hurt so bad. and so does my shoulder. i am just a mess. haha i am so out of it. i've basically just stopped talking because whatever i say does not make any sense. i turned in my nightro money last night. actually my mom did. i couldn't but i have to work it off or something. so today i am totally lost because these tests got moved around and idk. but anyway we had elections today and idk i love ian and all but i hope i won. even thought i know i was a total bitch to everyone today because i was tired. i snapped at abbey because she used my pink sugar perfume. sorry abbs. okay so obviously it was an exciting day. is my life ever anything but? haha i have to work after school :( and my lips are so sunburnt they're red. me and amy are going to the bando show on friday. because she can't go on thurday. hmph. what a girl wants is a super sweet movie. alrite enough rambling. speaking of that i think i'm just going to go to the meeting and have them assign me a partner because i don't feel like finding my own. peace out

2004-03-21T21:40:00.000-06:00

friday i took a test in whap and i'm going to get a 50 because half of the questions i knew perfectly and the last half i bubbled in random answers because the bell rang and it's really hard to bubble in the correct circles with your left hand and 25 questions is all i had time for. and then in comp sci i didn't type a single code for our lab. i just sat there and mr. scram came up and asked if it was hard to type without my right arm and i said "yes!" so he said i could do the lab later when i had full use of both arms. and now it looks like tomorrow is later because i got my splint glass thing off and EWW EWWWWW HAHAHAHAHA OMG GROSS A WORM JUST LIKE DROPPED FROM OUR CEILING INTO MY HAIR!!!! HAHA WHHHHHHHAAAAT?! anyway it's not on anymore because we took more xrays and we found out it's not broken but the bone is bruised really badly so i'm supposed to still wear the splint but i don't wanna so nobody hit my hand in the hallway okay!? haha sorry i just wasted a minute of both of our lives with that nonsense.

after school i got ready and then chris came to pick me up for our lil birthday date. idk he wanted to take me out for a birthday dinner so we went to a taste of italy and i got comprari which is squid and it's soooo good i don't care what you say! after dinner we went to super target to get jones soda and swedish fish and then we went to his house to watch movies because mitchel and hafi were already there and shannon and her friend were coming over but then i got this call from my mom telling me ben wasn't going to make it into the morning and i had a panic attack and asked chris to take me home. and then ian called and was like "are you crying?! i'm coming over!" and so he came over and we got under a blanket with my baby ben and laid there and i cried. then he left around 11:30 and i fell asleep cuddling with ben. and then i woke up at 12:45 and grabbed ben's paw and it was stiff and i starting hyperventilating and i couldn't breathe because my doggie was dead. like ben has been with me my entire life. i got him for my one year old birthday and i named him and my name's on his papers and idk it's just weird not having my handsome lil golden retriever around. and for some reason explaining his death to you all feels to me like i am cheapening his life. but i kinda want anyone who reads this just to pray for my family to cope with this loss because he was a family member. is that gay of me? do dogs go to Heaven? because my sixth grade Bible study teacher said pets don't have souls so this is their life. i hope they do. i decided to have him cremated so i can bring him up to my lake house this summer and scatter his ashes on a mountain or in the lake or by the flowers or something equally poetic. we're picking up his ashes tomorrow. i think it's going to be really hard to see my dog in a small black box.

saturday morning i woke up, burst out crying and went to SAT class. then laura's mom picked us up and got laura and i icecream because we both got 1270s. then i went home and courtney was there! so we all went out for sushi for lunch. afterwards we went to the mall to get a dress for me and amy's bday party. and i tried on tons but i already knew i was getting the white one at american eagle because it was perfect. then we went and got my makeup done at chanel. then court got ready and we went to oakridge 30 minutes late for my own party. haha my bad. i'm really glad amy and i decided to do it. especially together because everyone got to get all dressed up and it was so fancy and beautiful and fun. and we're both really sorry that we couldn't invite more people because we wanted everyone to come. the best part was definitely the mountain of presents. haha umm im being gay sorry, it was the fact that we got to spend our sweet sixteen with our friends. presents were second. after it was over and everyone cleared out, court and i went and rented some movies and crashed back at my place.

sunday morning we woke up at 5:30 to drop court off at the airport and then i came back and slept until i had to wake up for church. i have something to confess. today in church emma was sitting right by chad like two rows in front of me. random i know, i'm not done. and i'd have to say that last week i probably would have thrown something at her in this situation because last week for some reason i was obsessing over her being idk me and amy will come up with the perfect word. and i know that is completely gay for me to be so territorial on this but i was being immature. like always. but it amazed me how much i have grown up since then. i'm just sharing this because it was so weird to not even give a damn about something that was a major part of my life before. i think it's because i have so much more important things to base my life on. and it's really pathetic that it took the death of my dog and the sickness of my uncle ralph to prove this to me. anyway after church my mom, my sister, and i went to visit my uncle ralph in icu. my uncle ralph isn't really my uncle, he's my next door neighbor, except he's more than that. he's like my grandfather because my other grandfathers have passed away. he seemed really optimistic that they were moving him to a regular room and i was really happy about that until my aunt (grandmother) penny told me and my mom once we left his room that the reason they're moving him is that the doctors have given up because his heart is too weak and there's nothing more that they can do for him and then she borke down crying. so my prayer for the Lord is that he heals my uncle ralph and if he won't do that, that he would heal my aunt penny's heart. i'm very scared for the both of them because normally with old couples, once one dies, the other will die shortly afterwards. after we left ICU, my family went out to eat at la madelines and i got yummy strawberry romanoff. then my mom took me to the mall to return the snowboarding pants i never used and i returned me super short pink skirt and got new chanel makeup instead. and then i got two shirts and a pair of pants from the limited. after that we stopped off at gamestop to get adrian a game and then we went home. that's when i finally took a shower. haha i know gross. then my mom and me picked up christine and amy and went to church and we played musical boys. and i dominated. haha it was like musical chairs i guess except there were no chairs. there were boys. and you had to sit on them. then i won nasty muffins from the bake sale. and me and abbey interpretive danced and idk i love church. then amy drove me and christine home and we decided that tomorrow we're all going to match our jewelry. EVERYONE wear your candy necklaces tomorrow! lol. peace out.

2004-03-16T18:40:00.000-06:00

i'll fix the music and resize and add more pictures later. they're all abbey's anyway :D

2004-03-16T17:32:00.000-06:00

spring break was so awesome. like one of the best times i've had in awhile. so much fun i don't even mind the broken wrist part. and on the upside of it, you get wonderful people giving you baths.

example 1:

example 2:

and then of course dane will brush your hair and jake will rip up his sheet to fix your cast. and everyone else will take time off their boarding to visit you in the ER. and then you get to make up a name for all of the hurt kids.

the crip crew (plus amy):

yeah i know. that's alot of cripples. so the ride back home was most definitely interesting. no more detail. arrived home on saturday afternoon and took a nap. then me and amy got together and bought presents and ordered our cake and went back to my house and did our lil project. then amy left and hannah came over and we went to the mall to find me some clothes that would be easy to get in and out of with my cast. then we got chickfula and smoothies and watched america's sweethearts. and i totally fell asleep on her. i am so sorry hannah! woke up went to church and paster mark was emphasizing forgiveness so when this one girl who i would love to hit came up to me later i uhh..didn't hit her. then i went back home and slept. then i woke up and took a shower before amy came over and we went to club. and i got all jealous because i couldn't clap so abbey helped me. and she also helped me figure out the difference from actually wanting someone and just being territorial. which is how i was acting with chad and dave. nvm that doesn't make sense to any of you non-stone foxes. after club i got more xrays taken and didn't get home till 11:30. monday was fun. i went home and slept until 8 this morning with the help of my hydracodone. today was great. i didn't brush my hair and i went to school in my pjs. then i wrote amy a note with my left hand and gave myself the ugly award. paul harrison helped me with my books and opened up my locker so i am officially in love with him. and gloria and tara and rachel. but not ian because he made fun of my math homework. after school i ran errands and now i'm typing up a list which i guess amy and pat are coming over to get? peace out.

2004-03-08T17:58:00.000-06:00

i'll type this while i'm waiting for my cd to burn. three hours to snow paradise. not really umm three hours to being stuck on a bus with stinky boys. this morning when i woke up i felt like i had been kicked in my stomach. for some reason it's so sore. so i got up took a shower. thought fuck the hairdryer and wore my hair curly. then i got dressed and went out to the warming hut to get some goggles for the boardtrip because after sleeping on it i decided to get some instead of being miserable with my sunglasses. then we went to eat at applebees and chip was sooooo sweet. came home and took a nap for an hour until amy called wanting to know about my goggles. then chad came over to borrow my walkies and we chilled for like an hour. and now my mom's home so i need to go get snacks and magazines for the bus. after i get back i have to actually start packing and then me and ian are gonna chill till it's time to leave. bye my loves.

2004-03-08T00:13:00.000-06:00

This morning I woke up and went to church then went home got changed and went out to lbj and midway for my lesson. Which freakin ran until 3 this afternoon. And we discovered kyle was a pretty princess and I only act my shoe size when I’m around him. Haha all other times I act very proper! But yeah we had beanbag wars and learned how to pop baseballs off our arms. then since I promised my dad I’d go with him to the course, we went. And calon and his friends were there and he kept asking why I never call him anymore and was calling me a bullshitter. Then when my dad and i started playing he like followed us out there on a cart. Then afterwards he asked my dad if he could give me a ride home. Thank god for fathers saying no. went home, got changed again and amy’s mom came and picked me up for church. Haha umm we watched tommy boy there and I was on the coach the whole time with robert and amy feeling squished and idk I did not have a good time. After the movie we dropped amy and mac off and then ian came over to help me pack for board trip. Except he’s distracting so my suitcase is still empty. :( and so we just laid on my bed while mikalyn sat in between us smearing us with chapstick and tickling us the whole time. he left after 12 though b/c I pressed answer when his dad called. All part of my evil master plan. Uh huh fuuuun day. Peace out nukkas

2004-03-06T21:17:00.000-06:00

today i woke up really late and i checked up with chad to see if we were still going to doug and lindas but he wasnt gonna have the car today but he still wanted to know if he could come by. umm so i was dissapointed and everyone had left already to go eat at luna de noches so i called amy up to see if she wanted to go to the mall. so we went to stone briar and i got some sunglasses from gaylens and underwear from victorias secret and mikalyn climbed the rock wall and then we went to collin creek and i got this cute lil pink frayed skirt and some wool socks for the boardtrip then we dropped amy off and picked up meiko and virginia came over and we ate takeout and watched duplex and finally virginia just left ..with all my freakin magazines. and meiko's spending the night and now i'm just sitting here typing this in my new underwear because it's hot and i'm the shit. haha peace out!

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2004-03-06T01:10:00.000-06:00

TONITE I WAS AWARDED WITH THE B.B. AWARD!!!!!!!!!;)

2004-03-06T00:56:00.000-06:00

...this is how me and abbey prepare for board trips...

S0oKissMe: how big is yo bag girl?
lil blue slurpee: huuuuuuge
lil blue slurpee: i had to do the normal sit on and zip thing
S0oKissMe: haha good because so is mine
lil blue slurpee: haha but we're prissy
S0oKissMe: damn straight
lil blue slurpee: and im sorry but i cannot bear the thought of being without one of my millions of t shirts
lil blue slurpee: i dont plan on frolicking through the snow
lil blue slurpee: well unless im naked
lil blue slurpee: you dont need snowboots to frolic through the snow nakey!
S0oKissMe: you don't want ur toes to get frostbite!
S0oKissMe: haha i'm listening to the safe version of southern hospitality and it really says pretty ass hoes but they changed it to pretty ass toes
lil blue slurpee: hahahahaha
S0oKissMe: haha wow i just looked it up
S0oKissMe: and in the song they really do say toes

haha i just told ian about the pretty ass toes thing. it's not just me, he thinks it's funny too!

2004-03-05T23:15:00.000-06:00

tuesday i got sick on the way to school so i went to the doctor's office instead. wednesday i hadn't finished my whap project so my mom made me stay home and finish it. then judy and amy gave me my presents and i loved those too. amy came over that night so we could "work" on operation shrimp again. hehe. thursday i got dresscoded because my shirt said something "inappropriate" so miss collins took my hand and led me down to the principle's office. haha i cried. i swear it's not me it's this dang medicine. then there was that weird storm and i was working on computer and the power went out. i didn't cry then, i just started bitching people out. haha i swear, watch out for me guys. practice was cancelled and my mom got me chickfula and took me shopping instead. after that i had plans to go over to lindsey's and get some ski pants but her mom had lent them out already so i was basically screwed there. so i just went tanning instead. even though i haven't been at school at all this week it's still gone by so dang slow. today this personal manager came to our theatre class and he's supposed to be some hot shot --who goes to berkner to find talent? i don't think so. i'm still going to talk to miss kizer about referring me to his seminar in june. during lunch judy and ian tutored me for the math quiz which i am positive i failed. i thought all asians were supposed to be born with this super math gene. what's up with that? must have skipped me i guess. today was the weirdest day, like everyone i saw was singing me that song roxanne. haha everyone. it was so weird. anyway after school my mom got me chickfula again. yay for moms. then she dropped me off at the tanning salon. and i chilled with gloria and alex. then i went to my church to drop off my donations money except matt wasn't there so i just left it with scott. then i went over to alexa's for a lil bit. then jake came and picked me up and we watched duplex for awhile until my mom made me go home to pack. she said i have to if i want to go to stonebriar tomorrow. booooo. and now is when everyone is calling wanting to do stuff. isn't that a bitch?

any guys want to try out with me for ramblers? pretty please.

2004-03-05T21:16:00.000-06:00

okay i sure did see calon for the first time in awhile on tuesday. and he acted like nothing had happened. that was really akward for me. like he just came up to me and was like "what you can't talk to your boy anymore?" haha i didn't know what to say so i was just like umm sorry. and i went back to shagging balls. haha okay a quick break in my story. how wrong does that sound? it really just means gathering all of the loose balls off the course. okay anyway i know it was really mean but it was just too weird and i didn't know what else to say. and then as i was talking to jessica he drives by in his red lil mustang and is like "I LOVE YOU ROXANNE" and i was like umm okay and then a few minutes later he drives by again and is like "Roxanne is so fine" and like five minutes later he comes by again "call me later girl." so me and jessica are just standing there in silence until she's like "umm roxanne, i think ur ex boyfriend is still in love with you." yeah too bad we never actually went out. okay so i thought i'd share that weird lil encounter before i forgot. peace out yall~

2004-03-05T20:29:00.000-06:00

sunday morning i woke up and went to church. and then my mom paid matt the snowboarding money. after church i went to my lesson with kyle. and i helped him out with his girlfriend trouble. lol he is a mean mean boyfriend so i gave him lessons in how to treat a girl. boys need to learn these things and maybe us girls would stop bitching. haha anyway got lunch at wendy's and then picked up amy to go shopping. afterwards my mommy dropped us off at amy's house so we could work on some stuff and then amy drove us over to church. haha i was wearing her beautiful pjs. our whole club was about food to make up for the fact that we had starved the whole wkend. then my dad picked me amy and mac up. we dropped everyone off and i went home to sleep. woke up monday at 6 to my whole family, grandmother included, singing me happy birthday. i'm not even going to go into how bad my "sweet sixteen" sucked. anyway i got ready and met up with the girls at berkner at 6:45. got donuts and went to firewheel for a whole fuckin day of golf. fast forward 5 miserable hours later and the girl who was keeping my scorecard completely screwed me over. even her coach knew it. so instead of getting 9th place, i didn't place. north garland girl, YOU SUCK! ate lunch then my grandma picked me up to take me to my doctor's appointment because i'm still sick. doc couldn't figure out what's wrong so she prescribed an ass load of pills. sorry if i've been a total bitch lately, it's the pills, not me! or if i start crying in the middle of our conversation. haha i've scared a few people. anyway after four hours at the doctor's office i went home to get ready to go out to eat at the cheesecake factory. it was reaaaally good. then i went home and opened the present my favorite jordan balch had left on my doorstep. loved it! then i went to sleep because let's face it kids, being sixteen's a bitch...

2004-03-04T21:44:00.000-06:00

i'm going to bed i'll update the rest later. ski trip dissapointment..ultimate jenga and halo domination..grandmother visits..golf tournaments..birthdays..sickkkkk haha doesn't the next post sound so edgeofyourseat exciting? i know. peace out

2004-03-04T21:37:00.000-06:00

haha well i was going to stop writing because i was tired but i just realized it's only 9:30 so yeah i'll finish. so after we ate my mom picked me up so i could go get ready for chris's bday party. made my fashionably one hour late arrival (not intentional) and we just played goofy hide and go seek with the golf carts all night. i don't think i'll ever grow up. so us girls stuck together for awhile until we got lazy and "hid" on the trampoline until the guys found us and it turned into one massive pile of people and not breathing. then we all split up and chris and i hid in the boat and he decided to lay on and completely crush me the whole time. blah u suck chris. then we went in for cake and presents and whatnot and sat by the fire and got warm and toasty. i love lil fires like that, they're so cozy. then we went inside and ate leftover cake. lordy it's good to eat again. and then i called my daddy to come pick me up because i was exhausted.

2004-03-04T20:45:00.000-06:00

alot's happened since i last posted so i'll update all of u lil bloggies while i'm wearing my hella fly pom pom ski cap. haha okay so obviously i'm excited that 3 days from now i get to snowboard in durango for ..count 'em.. 1-2-3...6 glorious days! okay enough of that nonsense. hmm how far can i remember back? thursday i went home around lunch time because i was most definitely in the worst mood. actually it seems like i've been that way lately. anyway i went with my mom to check out oakridge for the hush hush going on later this month. then went shopping until we had to go pick up amy. then her and i went to this bakery that makes the most beautiful cakes. mmm-can't wait-want one soooo bad! then meghan came over to work on our scene until laaaaate that night. it sure didn't look like it was going to come out very good but surprise surprise it went sooooo good on friday. everyone loved it. especially jon in his lil bellhop suit. definitely happy about that. started fasting at 12 and i've noticed that this only further proves the fact that you always want what you can't have. chad gave me a peppermint and right as i'm about to put it in my mouth, amy smacks it out of my hand and she's like "WHAT ARE U DOING?! YOU CANT EAT THAT!!" haha my bad i totally forgot. so after school we went to sonic to get food. well everyone else got food, i got water. mmm refreshing! went home and passed out from hunger. haha that was probably only 4 hours of not eating. i know yall it's pathetic. then amy calls telling me she'll pick me up in 10 minutes and like a dumb i fall asleep again. wake up to honking, grab as much as i can and get out the door. then we pick up christine to meet up with everyone at the church before we head out to see the passion. so me amy hannah and matt load up in jon's car and hightail it to loews. i know, real nice right? so i'd just like to say that everyone (guys included) should bring tissues. seeing that movie was one of the lowest times i've ever felt emotionaly. i mean seeing some one get beat up beyond belief is never a comfortable thing to watch but i mean it's JESUS y'all! okay so anyway seriously go see it. then we all drove out to crowley park and matt played guitar and we all sang out until curfew. went back up to the church and played jenga and other equally crazy stuff until i fell asleep. woke up that morning for SAfreakinT class where they had F-O-O-D. how uncool is that? so much food, it was like an abundance of lil debbie snack cakes everywhere. literaly torture. they kelsey took all the wrappers and layed them out neatly on my desk. nice girl. afterwards laura's mom picked me and laura up and i went home to my mom cooking foooood. haha it's so tough being in the outside world. i mean at least in church there's no temptation. so i went back in time for more crazy games and me and abbey took a nap and hung out with sammie. haha okay i'd just like to say (and i know i sound like a total dork but) i slept next to drew and he asked me to play halo. for the record, i would have NO problem marrying this boy right here, right now. i know, sad right? anyway then we played a game to see who cooks the food for later and girls lost. but then mach jon came and talked for a long time and when we went downstairs, the food ...was finished! okay so 6:10 p.m. 30 hrs and 10 minutes without food, that was without a doubt the best spaghetti i've ever tasted in my life. mmmm

2004-03-01T18:03:00.000-06:00

AmyK308: happy pre b day!

HObajAZ: HAPPY BDAY TOM

WaynesWorld067: "Happy Birthday"

AJH2132: happy bday

HObajAZ: happy bday tom!

AmyK308: i love u

AmyK308: HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRETY I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!

IhAtEyOuAlL1388: happy birthday

LilMizLiz33: HAPPY BIRTHDAY<3

LilMizLiz33: i love youuu!

allygator916: happy birthday baby doll

dukedude83: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

tAzz OO kk S: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

lil blue slurpee: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING!

HeAvEnLyChIcK19: birfday girl!

BeanSoldier: Happy B-day, mate.

BigKMc819: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SEXY LOVER

BigKMc819: heres a joke

BigKMc819: So there was this mollusk and a sea cucumber. So the sea cucumber walked up to the
mollusk.. Now sea cucumbers can't walk so just bare with me... no wait... the mollusk walked up,

BigKMc819: no

S0oKissMe: hehehehe

S0oKissMe: i love finding nemo!

BigKMc819: i know dont' we al

BigKMc819: If Cyclops was a teacher, how many desks would be filled in his class room?

S0oKissMe: umm 219037

BigKMc819: one- hes only got one pupil!

BigKMc819: MWAH AHHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA

S0oKissMe: hahahahaha u soooo silly

BigKMc819: i know i know

BigKMc819: there s more where that came from

BigKMc819: knock knock

S0oKissMe: who's there?!

BigKMc819: BOO

S0oKissMe: boo who?

BigKMc819: DONT CRY, I LOVE YOU!

allygator916: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!

allygator916: ROXY!!!!!!

sportsmeggie88: birthday girl!

HeAvEnLyChIcK19: H-H-H-HAPPY BIRFDAY!!!

HeAvEnLyChIcK19: :-)

LV Lizzie: happy birthday!!!!!!!!!

ChIcKeNoRbEaST: happy birthday

aZNmAn51: happy birthday roxanne

AJH2132: happyyyyyyy birthdayyyyyyyyyy

AJH2132: !!!!

AJH2132: its still ur day for another hr and 14 min

red cLAw 142: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

red cLAw 142: hope ur wish comes true

Onestarlight: i love u roxy!! happy b-day

phildog2406: happ-e birfdaay

2004-02-24T22:12:00.000-06:00

ughh my mommy wants me to fly up to durango with chad and his family rather than go on the bus. no offense to chad but i would much rather get the whole bus experience. and plus i think i'd be up there with his family just hanging out waiting for everyone else to arrive and i think they'll want their family privacy. so i'll try to convince my mom it's a very bad idea.

but score i heard my mom and dad talking about getting me a new phone for my birthday. i want the pretty one where you can color pictures for your cover. then i would just color allll day long.

AmyK308: OPERATION SHRIP COCKTAIL!

BeanSoldier: I, being one of your loyal fanclub members, have an inquery for you.
S0oKissMe: HAHA what is it
BeanSoldier: You're going to be 17 in a week. How do you feel?
BeanSoldier: It says..in your little..website thing
S0oKissMe: what little website thing?
BeanSoldier: Oh, our fanpage of you.
BeanSoldier: Our sources say your birthday is 03/01/87
S0oKissMe: haha well it sure is not
BeanSoldier: Stalking is bad.
BeanSoldier: Do you have a six pack?
S0oKissMe: haha do i look like i'd have a six pack?
BeanSoldier: Yes.

you are the most random boy of my life!

2004-02-24T21:49:00.000-06:00

today we took the taks and i only had like lindsey lindz jana and amanda in that room and then this black guy who kept farting. real LOUD. then my mom picked me raquel and amy up and we dropped off raq and got starbucks. just a tip, don't try to be creative and mix ur own drink. i decided i wanted a vanilla creme frappachino with rasberries. sure did look and taste exactly like peptobismal. mmm. then we went home and jon came over and we performed for amy until he left and then me and amy went upstairs and tried on all of our old dance costumes. well i did and they're all ass-baring small now. :( and then we decided we needed money and pizza so we went to party city and papa john's. i love me some papa john's pizza! adrian called and said that chad and brandon came by right after we left. haha they thought they could see my performance but they thought wrong. after we picked up the food, we went back to my house to change and then christine picked us up for bible study. and now i'm home. tomorrow i'm pickin up amy after she gets out of school so we can go check out the country club but shh i can't tell you why. it's a secret. i have to go to the doctor again because something is wrong with me again so yeah that sucks. pray for me i guess :/ i love all of you! peace out

2004-02-23T19:35:00.000-06:00

two more things:

what should i do with my hair? i'm making an appointment sometime this week because i know i want a change i just don't exactly know what kind.

and i'm probably going to fly up to durango instead of go on the bus b/c my mom's weird and she thinks that's a better idea.

okay the end.

2004-02-23T19:25:00.000-06:00

i actually took the "Which Heroine of the Silver Screen are YOU?" one but the answer sorta scared me so forget that. haha i just remembered this black girl was in the bathroom today singing about masterbating and it went something like "it's good to masterbate in the stalls of berkner. i masteeeeerbate in the bathrooms" and then you hear a flush and "oh shit! my shit won't go down heeeeeelp!" and then she comes out and all the other sinks were available but she uses the one i'm standing in front of and says "whatchu lookin in the mirror for girl you ain't cute" and so i called her a bitch and she was like "you know im just messin with u girl u puurtty." i hate obnoxious people more than anything else. okay just thought i'd share with yall my bathroom experience of the day.
oh haha speaking of bathrooms whit peed all over herself when me her and chels were trying to pee off the side of the dock and didn't even realize it b/c she was so wasted.
and me chazelle laren and maddie had a peeing party under the tree. we made hunter pee on his own. ewwwww
btw i love clay because without him me meghan and jon would fail. :) time to go practice my scene!

2004-02-23T19:21:00.000-06:00

You are guided by light. While all can be bad
around you, you still stay calm and make things
better. There aren't a lot of people in the
world like you.

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2004-02-23T18:31:00.000-06:00

i want...
a CHI
to sell my uggs on ebay so i can buy the red ones when they come out
that louis vuitton bag i saw this wkend
the new and old incubus cds
the cutout valentine swim suit at victoria's secret
a hot pink down comforter
an h2

yeeeeeaah i'll let you know which ones i get ;)

2004-02-23T16:42:00.000-06:00

on friday i went straight from school to austin. i slept the entire way there. school is so draining lately. my phone kept going off while i was trying to sleep so i just turned it off. i showed up at whit's house around 7 and i felt bad b/c she thought i was staying the wkend with her but i wasn't so yeah. sorry whit i suck. then i went to meg's house and clark was home too. yay! i love both of those kids sooo damn much! so me and meg just sat around eating cookies all night. i love lazy nights. i woke up and took a shower the next morning and helped myself to some more cookies for breakfast :) then me and meg went to clark's baseball scrimmage and i fell in love with their catcher, todd. ommmmmg mm mmm! then we ate lunch with the team and they bought me a fun lil cavalier baseball shirt for my upcoming birthday. then we went to whit's but she wasn't home yet so we decided to go back to her house. then whitney calls five minutes later pissed as hell b/c we werent there. so meghan dropped me off and we change into out swim suits and me whit chelsea and madison headed off to lake travis in maddie's clk230. niiiiiiiiiice. met up with robby brandon and dusty and took dusty's boat out wakeboarding. thirty minutes later there was some kind of problem so we took it over to dusty's dad and gf's house boat and drank margaritas and beers and danced on the hull all afternoon. dusty's dad and his gf were making out hardcore the whole time. it was freakin disgusting. then we went back to maddie's to get ready and i fell in love with her CHI. i want onnnnnnne! i had on this shirt that my boob's were madly popping out of and they wouldn't take me back to whit's so i could change. grrr. then we went to robby's and maryanne was there!!!! then tj called and wanted all of us to chill on his houseboat. okay sounds good but when we got to the marina no one was there. so we're like fuck it, we're hungry so we went to carlos n charlies and ate calamari and quesadillas. mmm. then tj calls and said that they had to leave cause jason didn't have a key and so he just broke into his dad's boat to get drinks and someone called the cops. idk there was this long boring story behind it. so anyway we went to nick's instead to meet up with whit's bf, curtis and whole bunch of other guys i didn't know. me and the girls got in curtis' car and tried to follow everyone else over to bj's party which was like on some ranch in the country. i looooove being the new girl. everyone wants to meet the new girl :) an hour into the party someone makes an announcement that the cops were here so everyone peaced out into the woods. bj's house is surrounded by barbed wire so all you here is this ooof watch out for the ooooof uggg watch out oooof. hahahhaa like everyone was running into it. one of the wires like collapsed under me and ended up straddling it and now there's the huge ass gash on my thigh and a rip in my jeans and my hand was gushing blood. and somehow me and maddie split up from whit and curtis so we're stuck with omar hunter chazelle laren and all these other crazy ass people and umm...todd was there :D haha i was like hey aren't you the catcher on the cavs with the really hott ass. so we all chilled for like two and a half hours before we got a call saying to was okay to come back and so we're all tripping over ourselves and we step in a patch of cactus and so i'm limping and maddie's crying our way home. anyway it turned out the cops just parked out in front of the place for thirty minutes because bj had turned off all the lights and wouldn't let them in. then we drove back to nick's to get maddie's car and went back to whit's and crashed hard. then meg called at 8 wanting to pick me up for a starbucks run. so i pulled all our asses out of bed to get coffee then we went back home and slept more. woke up again for lunch and it was just me and whitney left so we went to jim bob's for some barBQ and stopped off at maddie's to say bye and get my clothes from last night. said bye to everyone else and started the drive back home. got home around 7 and went to club and they showed this video that clint interviewed us for last wk on sports we play except he edited it and had us answering questions to how often do you kiss and i'm like "on mondays, tuesdays, and thursdays and then i have private lesson's on sunday mornings" and what do you look like when u go in for the kill and zac's like well i always have this method where i stick out my tongue and then he makes this real retarded face. haha it was hilarious that we were actually just talking about football and stuff. and we sumo wrestled. then my dad picked me up and that was the first time i saw him all week and we got into a huge ass fight about my car and my birthday. all i said was man my bday is next week and he goes "i don't see what you're so excited about anyway it's not like it means anything" thanks u piece of shit for a father. and then my parents just got another new car and my dad's trying to stick me with the gold cadillac. i am sorry but i am not going to help them drive my sister's around in that piece. so rather than fight i just shutup and drive home and go to bed. today at school i had so many quizzes and tests that i had no recollection of but whatever and we finally choreographed all of our musical and me and my mom sorta worked on party plans. and she was like i know courtney had a suprise party do you want one of those? haha actually i do but i think that's the goofiest thing for her to ask me. now that i've bored you with my loooooong ass wkend you can go out and get me a present because my birthday is in seven days. :D peace out

2004-02-19T22:51:00.000-06:00

i was taking a bubble bath tonight when chad called wanting to know if i still wanted to go out and i told him i need to finish my bath and then i ended up having to clean and pack for tomorrow and i didn't want to drive over there by the time i was finished. eww i hate driving so much and i think it's so uncool of my dad to make me drive. haha well anyway yeah im dissapointed we can't hang out for awhile now but he still can try to understand my side of it too. that i hate driving so much that it wasn't worth going over there. i showed my dad the kind of car i wanted if i were to get my lisense and whatnot i saw a mercedes-benz SLK230 1999 that i really like. i want it in black either that or a newer f150 lightening shortbed in red. he said either one is a possibility as long as i at least got my permit. ooo briber! just watch me get stuck with a volvo. he's so obsessed with those ugly cars. okay well sweet dreams yall! i love my lamy amy :D and how she can't tell people to go away! lol

2004-02-19T18:32:00.000-06:00

blah school day. we had a lab test today in apcs and i had all the answers to it but i never took them out because i felt bad and so i just got my deserved 16 instead. frannie told me all about chris today and that's so horrible for him. i'm praying he recovers quickly and he regains use of his eye. :( we got to leave practice early today and i was relieved b/c i was just having an off day and i was getting so pissed at myself. then i got chickfula mmm and now im back here and i need to go take a shower before dinner. chad and i might chill later after his team dinner. i'm pretty beat though so we'll see. haha i'm wearing jordan's old polo shirt and it reeks of cologne i'm about to gag. lol i love ya babe! shower time. later.

2004-02-18T22:54:00.000-06:00

haha i love how a guy can be only one or two years older than you and he thinks he has seniority over you and knows when your bed time is. haha u can go to sleep if you want zach i'm not tired yet! tomorrow we have another english test and a whap test and i have to choreagraph this whole money scene before i go to bed. cabaret isn't so fun once you hear it for the hundreth time in one day but on the plus side i can sing this song in my sleep. what a talent. hehe yesterday these two black boys came up to me at my locker and just started flowing. it was really bad too like "ooooh this sexy lady wears green she looks real clean" and it went on for like 5 minutes. lordy. chris wore the jimi hendrix shirt i gave him forever ago today. it's beautiful and u know u wish i had given you one too! :P

2004-02-18T17:46:00.001-06:00

it's hilarious what some boys will do to try and get you back. sorry baby but your luck has run out.

adrian told me about how she and miss slaughter were talking about me today. some college guy lives two houses down from me and i was over there once this summer and he told me his little bro went to berkner and he was captain of ..idk something. he either said aaron slaughter or allen saunders. idk i guess both make sense since they're both captains of something. but adrian told her how i might try out for ramblers and she offered aaron's help. i do want to try out and kyle said he would find a partner for me so i'll see how things work out.

now our musical group consists of meghan, jon, and me since beavers decided to be a whiny ass. so i'm guessing he's by himself now since he doesn't want to be with us. hey hun i'm all for that! have fun :)

funny how people will blow things out of proportion and come up with stories about things that never happened. like me and corey ..uh huh never happened.

2004-02-18T16:34:00.000-06:00

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2004-02-18T16:23:00.000-06:00

no one woke me up this morning so i just had to roll out of bed and go. i didn't even notice til i was in the car but i had detergent marks on my pants and mitchell was like obsessed with the fact that i had a "guitar" on my butt and he made everyone look and so everyone today was staring at my ass trying to see the guitar and he sucks big time. haha we took teks and then i totally failed my count of monte cristo quiz with flying colors. oh my lord! then miss reimann let me come in and finish my math test b/c she loves me and i got to chill with april for a few minutes. i love her and i never ever get to see her! then i had to run some errands on the way home. and now i'm waiting for everyone to arrive in 1/2 an hr so we can start working on our scene. i want to get my hair cut. hmm this wkend i think i'm going down to austin to see whit meg johnmichael and clark but that means i have to cancel me and amy's makeover for adrian and rachael had like something set up for us at the spa on friday. and darn i have to miss SAT class ;) and oh gosh maybe i can't go to austin if we don't have our scene worked out by this wkend. we'll just be super hard working lil kids and finish it by tonite.

2004-02-17T22:38:00.000-06:00

saturday morning mikalyn woke me up at 7 and was like "ROXANNE IT'S SNOWING COME PLAY WITH ME!!!" haha she's so cute but i threw a pillow at her and went back to sleep. happy valentines day. i woke up around 11 after jake called and told me to get my ass up. haha so i took a shower and got all ready. then i put on all my new snow clothes for the board trip and went with the family to west end for the day. my mom bought us 30 bucks worth of fudge. it's just sitting in our fridge actually. way too rich. we went out to eat at joe's crab shack and there was like this cheerleading competition. mikalyn bought me this shirt there that says "BEER, BABES, AND BUGS" for my birthday. hmm. okay. then we went to the art museum because the aquarium was closed :( fish actually freak me out but i love watching the sharks swim around and idk i was just dissapointed that it wasn't open. afterwards my mom dropped me off at jake's house so we could spend our snowy valentine's together. i got home around 1 that morning. haha gosh bleh i felt horrible the next morning but i dragged myself out of bed for church. after church i went over to hank's house and played xbox and ate lunch and what not until i had to go home and get ready for club. then amy picked me up and we stayed until like 9. alot of what matt has to say lately has really been making me think about relationships. and i decided that i don't want one unless truly the right guy comes along. i mean boys are fun and everything but they cramp ur style. lol. then we went to blockbuster got love stinks b/c we couldn't decide on what to get and i remember that was whit's favorite movie so yeah. got home and just chilled for the rest of the night. SHUT UP...UR GAY! haha good times girl. monday morning we made my mom go get us donuts. i halfway wanted to go somewhere, my mom suggested going to the gym, thanks mom. linette was gonna do something wiuth us but i forgot to call and no one was home at corey's so i was gonna go keep him company but instead we just bummed it for the rest of the day because we didn't have enough energy to get dressed out of the day before's clothes that we had fallen asleep in. niiice. haha my mom was mad when she came home later that night and we were in the exact same positions we were in when she left. haha i told you we should have pretended to be sleeping amy! then amy left and i started on all of the projects that were due and didn't get to bed until like 2. today i got up at 7 to finish the rest of my work and went to school. idk today it was just a really good school day b/c we got back alot of our grades and i did pretty well. i decided that we needed to do a different musical in theatre and so we had a free period in there. and mitchell was sniffing me because "i smelled like cotton candy" and then he tried to steal my perfume. and they boys kept squirting me with water in chemistry and i was wearing a white shirt and THEY SUCK! i didn't get a chance to eat lunch because i had to finish my vocab so i pigged out once i got home. haha rachel sarah's hair looks darker. ohh mine does? really? okay so after school i had practice until 5:30 and so i just chilled with susan and linda and talked about how fucked up other people's relationships are. haha coach was getting annoyed because she said she didn't want to hear about guy's "you know whats". then i went over to hank's and ate dinner and played more xbox. i dominate now for real. then my mom picked me up and we picked amy up and went to church and i kept drifting off. i was trying to hard to stay awake but it was impossible. hung out with everyone for awhile and went home around 9ish. meghan's coming over tomorrow so we can work on our scene. i can hardly wait to spend my afternoon working on theatre. i think i'm going to start working again even though randall doesn't count my work as a job and says im a spoiled lil daddy's girl. nooooooo i work hard u meanie! okay well bye babes MUAH!

ooo me and chris's bday is in 12 days!!! i'll post my wish list soon :D

i signed up for 30 Hour Famine which is basically were i don't eat for 30 hours and other people donate money so lil hungry boys and girls in Africa can eat. so i'm supposed to suffer to see what their life is truly like and y'all are supposed to feel sorry for me and donate money to the World Vison organization. so if you want to donate like even a dollar that'd be fantastic! "it's about saving kids' lives" tell me if you can donate to the cause :) thanks loves

2004-02-13T23:09:00.000-06:00

ohh i got in this huge fight with my mom on the way to the movies b/c she wanted me to pay her 200 for the ski trip now b/c she didn't have any cash on her to take her friend out. now i'm broke :( and i said i didn't want to go snowboarding anymore this spring break since she's going to make me pay for half and then say the other half is my only bday present. then she said "roxanne if you keep acting like this i'm not going to let you go." well duHH genius that's what i want. but i have her credit card number so i think i'll do it the spoiled girl way and buy myself some stuff online to make me feel better.

NOTE TO SELF: don't let anyone know you secretly love abbey.

2004-02-13T21:59:00.000-06:00

last night i went to target to get valentine presents for everyone. just candy and bracelets and lil things like that. then rebecca came over to get this musical for theatre from me. my dad came home and told me to fill out another permit paper b/c he mailed the other one without the check in. nice move ace. this morning i had a cute valentinish outfit all picked out but the radio said it was 26 degrees so forget that. i just put on my pink turtleneck and my pink boots. in theatre i had brought bye bye birdie so our group could watch what we're actually going to have to preform soon. then in whap we had to preform a scene about sigmund freud and i wore luan's glasses so i could look smart and kelsey had some glasses and idk it turned out pretty good for us knowing nothing about him except for he was kinda a perverted fella. oh haha the other day in english we had this mannish substitute and me and kels ended up getting in a fight b/c she screwed with my hair and i screwed with hers write back so we're getting into this all out wrestle and desks are toppling over and the room's gone silent and everyone's just kinda staring and we can't breathe anymore b/c we're laughing so hard and the man/woman just stared at delamar's computer the whole time doing nothing, like not even typing..just staring. and finally after all the commotion's settled down and we're all back in our desks she looks over and is just like hmm. she was a weird one. back to today, idk it was just alot of fun with all the valentine's getting passed out and everything. except this guy teacher came up behind me and was like do u have underwear in that victoria's secret bag and i was like uhh no sir i have candy do u want some? and he said no is that a bear in ur bag and i was like umm no it's a dog. and he was like ohh don't lie to me sweatheart i know u have a bear and panties in your bag. yeah i sure did start walking alot faster after that encounter. i wore luan and hafi's glasses all day because they made me look smart. haha i know im a dork. ian gave me two dollars so i could find out my data match results and i got ..

Joseph Allison
Kelton Johnson
Chad Kugler
Cameron Carter
Andy Bower
Aaron Slaughter
Chris Roland
Jason Lamb
Eric Barron
Mikael Barrow

haha sweet. we got back our grades in apcompsci and i have a 104 in there. niiice. give it up for computer nerds! amy and i went out to see butterfly effect. suuuuch a freaky movie! it made me jump so many times ohh gosh. i turned around once just to see who was behind us and this guy in a beanie was just staring. anyway after we decided to go home and shower and we're gonna meet up early tomorrow morning and spend the day in downtown. who needs a valentine when i have the lovely amy? ;) ohh i totally forgot i was going to invite chris to come with us b/c he had been trying to get alot of us to go last summer. oh well it'll be just us girls. i hate it when people are like "blah blah blah i hate valentine's day it sucks im such a loser i dont have a boyfriend wah waaahh" GET OVER YOURSELVES! seriously just make it an i love myself day. love yourself, u don't need a loser just to complete you. anyway i LOVE valentine's day. it rocks. very pink. very me. okay so tomorrow should be a blast especially if it snows, i have to remember to call jared though since he's back in town. yee haw.

S0oKissMe: valentine's day is MY day
phildog2406: i can tell

i really REALLY want the incubus cds so if you l0ove me and want to make me happy on my birthday which btw is only 17 days away i'd say that'd be a great way go about it. :p

fuck you dad

2004-02-11T21:43:00.000-06:00

okay time for me to list just how much my life sucks.
my dad totally forgot about my birthday party plans and thinks "birthday's don't mean anything." he told me he'd get dickie's to cater and now he thinks i made up the fact that he was the one who came up with this idea. then he brought up the only two things i have ever lied to him about to prove his point. but it all comes down to the fact that he always complains about how his dad was such an asshole when he doesn't realize he is the exact replica of his father. he always lies, always forgets, never keeps his word, always yells, and he's never home. and he thinks i haven't figured out why. yesterday he said he had the most problems of anyone in the world and my birthday is just adding more to the load and then he called me trash. i honestly hate him.
then i bought a really cute lacey valentine's bra today and my mom left it at the food court and someone stole it. fuuuuckers. then i was just looking at this white sweatshirt i bought and there's makeup stains all over it. i just glanced at it and thought it was cute and bought it without trying it on or realizing it and i can't return it because there was no tag to begin with and i doubt the stains will come out. also chad just asked me to move out of his locker and i don't really know if it's b/c i've done something to piss him off in a major way or he's just tired of my shit stinking up his locker. im not going to put any more thought into it b/c amy's letting me move in. i've decided where i really want to move is college station because my most favorite person lives down there and i used to date someone there so i visited alot last year and courtney said everyone still says how much they love me even though i haven't been there in a year and i've always loved it down there anmd i don't particularly like my mom and i hate my dad and don't really enjoy my sisters' company so yeah. i wish i could leave.

phildog2406: move here NOW
phildog2406: please?
phildog2406: i got an extra bed in my room

okay so anyway yesterday i got home took a nap and then went to anchor groups. happy pong bad pong. got home around 9 talked on the phone and then went to bed. today after school i went to collin creek and got some stuff for ski trip and i set off the car alarm and i couldn't find my keys it was just a horrible day. ughh. got home around 9 and now i'm doing whap work because miss collins always knows how to make your day even worse.

2004-02-11T21:36:00.000-06:00

kiss on the lips - you're sweet and simple but
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knowing the other person wants the same thing.

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2004-02-10T16:09:00.000-06:00

i love these. they require no thinking.

1*What time is it: 1:23 AM
2*Todays Date: 2-10-04
3*Full Name: roxanne trumei allen
4*Gender: girl
5*Age: 15
6*Birthday: march 1st
7*Siblings(age,sex): adrian 12 girl mikalyn 10 girl
8*Parents: david and sue
9*Nieces: none
10*Nephews: none
11*School: berkner
12*School colors: green black and white
13*Car: cRX
14*Car color: black
15*Eye color: deep brown
16*Hair Color: dark brown with light brown hightlights
17*Hair Length: at my boobs
18*WEight: no
19*Height: 5'8 in the morning :)
20*Skin(pale white,tan,dark,black): tan
21*what are you wearing as of now: jeans and my white sweater
22*Are you wearing make-up? no
23*Did you take a shower today? no
24*Pets(names,kind): ben (golden retriever) scooter (german shepard) moe and lil bill (red eared turtles)
25*What are you drinking right now? apple juice
26*Do you smoke? no
27*If so, what do you smoke?
28*Do you have a car, or is it your parents? it's mine but it's like my project car meaning it needs alot of work and i dont drive it unless i absolutely need to
29*Are you listening to music? yes
30*If so, what song, and who is it by? screaming infidelities--dashboard confessional
31*What are your screen names? S0oKissMe
32*Crush: johnny depp
33*Person you want to go out with: steven tyler
34*Dating anyone? a few
35*If so, who? ...
36*How long? ..
37*who asked who out? ..yawn
38*Are you in love? ...
39*Are you a virgin? ..
40*How far have you been with a guy/girl? ...i'm bored
41*How far would you go just to be with the person you crushed? to the ends of the earth! lol
42*Are you a little devil, or a sweet little innocent ANGEL? 0:) do u even have to ask?
43*WHo's your best friend? amy
44*Why is she/he your best friend? she's the cutest sweetest girlie i know! i love you hunny!
45*What's your perfect dream date like? hanging out at the beach
46*Who would it be with? anyone. take me and i'm yours!
47*where would you go? hmm, just said that
48*What kind of music do you listen to? everything really. im not all gungho for jazz tho

*************YES OR............NO*****************
49*Shy: yes?
50*Outgoing: yes
51*Ugly: no
52*Pretty: yes, it's not a crime people
53*Beautiful: you can decide on that one
54*Loveable: to most
55*Sensative: yes
56*Nerdy: haha yes i make a great nerd
57*Geek: no
58*Playa: haha rep tha p.i.m.p. code girls!
59*Playa hata: shake them hatas off
60*Tall: yes
61*Short: no
62*Only Child: no
63*Cheated on a test: havent we all?
64*Did someone else's homework: once haha the one time i actually tried to do jordan's math hmwk she got every single one of them wrong. i think she's learned her lesson ;)
65*let somone act like you on the phone: umm cal used to answer my phone and pretend it was me
66*asked out your crush: no
67*Split up a relationship: ehh
68*Drove a car: yes
69*Road a roller coaster: yes
70*Chickened out on a roller Coaster: never
71*Went to a concert: yes
72*Went to the beach: yes
73*Been to an Ocean: yes
74*Called your boyfriend a jerk: yes
75*Made fun of your best friend: all in good fun
76*said you loved someone when you really didn't: i guess i thought i did
77*Said you loved someone and you meant it: so yes, i meant it at the time
78*Kissed someone: never kissing boys spreads cooties ;)
79*WEnt out on a date, just you and him/her: yes

*********FAVORITES************
80*Color: pink
81*Flower: flowers are for girls! lol
82*Car: a hummer. sounds like a bitch to drive tho
83*Drink: white grape peach
84*Day: saturday
85*Song: cat stevens--wild world
86*CD: who's next--the who
87*person: you
88*Star: that bright one up there to the left of that other one
89*Actor: johnny depp
90*Actress: kirsten dunst
91*Movie: fight club
92*Singers: steven tyler and gavin degraw
93*Rappers: ludacris outkast and 50 cent
94*Boyfriend/Girlfriend:
95*Music Video: girls of summer--aerosmith
96*Radio Station(s): 96.7, 97.9, 100.3, 102.1, 102.9, 106.1
97*TV Show: one tree hill and sex and the city
98*friend at school: (insert ur name here)
99*Animal(s): dogs
100*School(elementry,Jr High,Highschool): elementary. life was so simple. it was shorter, we had recess, and boys had cooties.
101*Boy Name(s): hayden
102*Girl Name(s): aurora
103*pet Name(s): sparky

**************Friends*********************
104*COOLEST CAR: calon
105*BEST HOUSE: naomi
106*SHORTEST TEMPER: joe
107*MOST TALENT: john
109*WEIRDEST TASTE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: amy
110*ODDEST SENSE OF HUMOR: sarah
111*DIRTIEST MIND: jared
112*MOST UNUSUAL IDEAS: tom
113*CRUSH/BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: no
114*IS THERE A SONG THAT REMINDS YOU OF THEM:
115*DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR EX BF/GF: a few of them like chris and tanner
116*BEST GIRL FRIENDS: amy, court, lindz
117*BEST GUY FRIENDS: haha well tanner of course, corey, jake, chad
118*WHY ARE YOU SUCH GOOD FRIENDS, AND HOW DID YOU GET TO BE SUCH GOOD FRIENDS: idk they're just the ppl i've been stuck with over the years. lol i'm just kidding i love you all!
120*COULD YOU TELL THEM ANYTHING: for the most part
121*WHY/NOT: there's just some things that no one should know
122*DO YOU TRUST THEM: yes
*OUT OF ALL YOUR FRIENDS, WHO IS THE:
124*SHORTEST: linette
125*TALLEST: clint
126*FUNNIEST: kelsey
127*SWEETEST: corey t
128*TRUSTED: courtney
129*TRUSTING: amy
130*ADVISER: liz
131*ADVISEE: nia
132*MOST PERFECT: lindsey u bitch
133*MOST INSECURE: that's mean, i'm not going to answer that
134*SMARTEST: judy
135*BLONDEST: ohh gloria
136*HORNIEST: liss
137*HONEST: kara

***************Which One??*****************
138*Car OR jeep: jeep
139*Sweet and ugly OR Rude and Hot: sweet and hot :)
140*Tall OR short: tall
141*Long hair in the summer OR short hair in the winter: long in summer
142*Bangs OR no bangs: side bangs
143*hot,hairy chest guy OR ugly smooth chested guy: hot and hairy. grr animal! ;)
144*Soggy Bread OR Raw Meat: raw meat
145*Justin Timberlake with a bald head OR long hair: bald
146*Pringles OR DOritoes: neither
147*Scary Movie OR Romantic Movie: scary
148*Dog OR Cat: dogs
149*Fish OR Bird: both freak me out
150*Sandles with socks or tennis shoes with no socks: sandals with socks are soooooo sexy
151*Shoes OR Sandles: sandals
152*Computer with no mouse OR Computer with no keyboard: what? no i want both!
153*Love OR LIke: love
154*HOtt Or Cute: hot
155*Honest & Nerdy OR Liar & Popular: honest and nerdy
156*100 friends or 1 best friend: 100 friends
157*100 friends that lie all the time OR no friends: that sucks
158*Hott boyfriend that never calls you OR Ugly Boyfriend that calls you when you want him to: i don't even like talking on the phone so definitely hot
160*Staple your tounge or Staple your Lip: how about neither. u sure can't make me
161*Long Gross nails Or no Nails at all: no nails
162*Food or drink: food
163*Spinich OR Raw Fish: both mm mmmm
164*Green Beans or Refried beans: green
165*computer with no speakers & napster OR a computer with speakers without napster: computer with speakers and kazaa. you've just been outsmarted
167*Email or Mail: email. i hate writing letters

***************First reaction****************
168*Ugly: you ain't got no alibi
169*Fat: mrs. delamar
170*cute: yorkies
171*Hot: the beach
172*Guyz: jerks
173*Jerks: guys
174*Girls: pink
175*friends: fun
176*Car: driving sucks
178*Color: koolaid
179*wet: and wild
180*Plastic: ca-ching
181*hard: candy
182*soft: my bed
183*watery: OCEAN!
184*Silver: teeth haha eww
185*Fork: little mermaid!
186*Spoon: nice :)
187*Bowl: most boring game alive
188*Plate: dinner
189*TV: is boring
190*Money: makes the world go round
191*School: GAY
192*Crush: bug
193*love: God
194*boyfriend: no fun
195*girlfriend: fun! jk
196*Drink: mmm
197*Swallow: pills
198*Suck: lollypops
199*Blow: bubble gum
200*Outside: brrr
201*Inside: warm
202*What time is it now?? 5:24 PM

2004-02-10T00:44:00.000-06:00

okay so sunday i went to church and sat with chad and shannon in the back. i was having the worst time just sitting still. i was tried to leave as soon as service ended b/c i didn't want my dad to explode again if i was late but mac wouldn't let me go until i promised i'd go to the valentine's nerd prom thing that night. but it turned out my dad was 30 min. late picking me up anway. way to go dad. went to my lesson and ended up getting home around 4. i called chad to see if we were goin to the movies b/c we were SUPPOSED to go see the butterfly effect. ughh i was so freakin pissed off at him because he was the one who wanted to hang out and he promised we'd see the movie! and he was just like ohh i didn't know u wanted to see the movie today. so i took a shower and then had some ppl over to chill before the dance. they left around 6 and i decided i really needed a nap so i just like passed out on my bed until amy calls at 7 saying she's almost here to pick me up. so i threw on my dress and did my hair real quick. okay yall don't even know how cute my dress was. haha my description doesn't do any justice to my outfit. i had my hair in these two bun thingies and then my dress was yellow and it said the most random things on it like "i like dogs" and "im maria" and i wore lil bobby socks. cute cute. amy was wearing like this lil suit dealie haha we sho did look hott! idk the thing was alot of fun and everyone went all out for it. dane said i made a horrible nerd and he's one to talk he was wearing this nasty black wig and like a white dress or something. so me rach amy and abbs just chilled until 9. then we went home, and i fell asleep. this morning claudia picked me up and we stopped by her house to get her shoes and went to the course. neither of us ate breakfast cause we were so sure the stupid thing would be rained out. so we looked ridiculous in our outfits and we had to play and it was cold and wet and windy. yucky! i played horribley and coach put me in a group of these girls who were so serious about golf. ughh they were so bitchy i just wanted to hit each one of them. anyway i did the worst i've ever done and i ended up getting 12th out of 50 someodd ppl. ate lunch at the club afterwards and then went home and took a nap. my mom made me get back up to do my hmwk and then i realized i had to go to kinkos b/c i have to make this book cover for extra credit in whap if i want to pass. okay bye loves!

2004-02-10T00:36:00.000-06:00

I'd gladly lose me to find you
I'd gladly give up all I had
To find you I'd suffer anything and be glad

I'd pay any price just to get you
I'd work all my life and I will
To win you I'd stand naked, stoned and stabbed

I'd call that a bargain
The best I ever had
The best I ever had

I'd gladly lose me to find you
I'd gladly give up all I got
To catch you I'm gonna run and never stop

I'd pay any price just to win you
Surrender my good life for bad
To find you I'm gonna drown an unsung man

I'd call that a bargain
The best I ever had
The best I ever had

I sit looking 'round
I look at my face in the mirror
I know I'm worth nothing without you
And like one and one don't make two
One and one make one
And I'm looking for that free ride to me
I'm looking for you

I'd gladly lose me to find you
I'd gladly give up all I got
To catch you I'm gonna run and never stop

I'd pay any price just to win you
Surrender my good life for bad
To find you I'm gonna drown an unsung man

I'd call that a bargain
The best I ever had
The best I ever had

2004-02-09T20:48:00.000-06:00

S0oKissMe: know what i just found out!
BigKMc819: what?!
S0oKissMe: everyone has been lying to me! i just found out today ______ isnt a fat, dork!~
BigKMc819: what the heck are you talking about????
S0oKissMe: haha _____'s new lover or whatever's name is ______ and today this girl who goes to pearce said she was pretty
S0oKissMe: i was assured she was ugly
BigKMc819: i'm sure you're prettier
S0oKissMe: that's what they said
S0oKissMe: but now we know...
S0oKissMe: THEY LIE
BigKMc819: hahaha
BigKMc819: ya kno in Legally Blonde when Elle throws the chocolate at the TV
BigKMc819: LIAR!!!*chugs chocolate box at TV*
S0oKissMe: but i want to be the girl he's still in love with!
S0oKissMe: not the one he leaves for *shudders* ______ _____
S0oKissMe: okay that's not technically correct
S0oKissMe: i left him
BigKMc819: hahaha
BigKMc819: so basically
BigKMc819: you want ot be Elle, and _____ needs to be Emmit
BigKMc819: i see
S0oKissMe: but stillll kara
S0oKissMe: he should still love me
S0oKissMe: why can't we just love eachother :)
BigKMc819: what the world needs now, is love, sweet love
BigKMc819: its the only thing, that theres just, too little of
BigKMc819: WHAT THE WOOOOORLD NEEDS NOW... IS LOOOOVE . SWEET LOVE....

hahaha ohhh kara i am enamored. -icky conv. rock all! remember ur still my date to jsb! :-*

ohh lame-nier

2004-02-08T23:53:00.000-06:00

jlanier04: Roxy, u fucking princess if you werent so gorgeous no one would put up with ur shit! but u are and i love u so much its ridiculous. good thing [dick] doesnt have [it]! wouldnt matter anyway cuz u know I couldnt live without u! ur way too beautiful for him. but ur perfect for me ;) love jake.

ohh jacob christian lanier i love you so.

LilMizLiz33: i hate saranac. theyre the scum of the earth

2004-02-08T03:14:00.000-06:00

Captainlax21: i know your so hott how do you do that
S0oKissMe: haha how do i do it
Captainlax21: i need to know
S0oKissMe: hmm...
S0oKissMe: you have to take freezing showers standing on ur left foot for 7 1/2 minutes
Captainlax21: dawm thats alot of effort
S0oKissMe: isn't it tho
Captainlax21: i know do you do it everyday
S0oKissMe: like every other hour basically
Captainlax21: oh thats your secret alot
S0oKissMe: yeah
S0oKissMe: all the time
S0oKissMe: it seems to work quite well
Captainlax21: i know i need to do it
Captainlax21: will i be beautiful in the summer if i do that
Captainlax21: 5 times a day
S0oKissMe: sounds like a good amount to me
Captainlax21: sweet

2004-02-08T01:15:00.000-06:00

i decided not to share the "my dad is a full blown asshole story" from last week. something along the lines of don't share ur dirty laundry shit. this morning i had sat class. full bag of pixie sticks and 2 bars of chocolate! haha kels can u say sugar high? "i'm just being honest" after class laura dropped me off at home except i couldn't get in :( haha i forgot ( actually i never knew which is sad ) that we changed our locks and so my key wouldn't work and my dad was working and the rest of my family is out of town. so i climbed the roof and jumped down through my patio. haha asians are so acrobatic ;) got changed and went to the club to work out and tan. then i stopped by the store to get my cosmo and some dr. pepper. saw lauren and kayla.they're both so sweet. took a shower and then michael and jake picked me up and we went and hit some balls. michael's letting me borrow his clubs for my tournament on monday. his are much better than mine. then my daddy called and said he was picking me up and taking me out for a date. he wanted me to drive us and he said i wasn't allowed to hit ppl, jeez take all the fun out of driving why dont you. i really don't like driving with my dad in the car. we went to nordstroms to get me some new birkenstocks. except they didn't have the ones i wanted. then we went to eat at ziziki's which is the best place ever i swear! and then we went to see matrix revolutions. haha during the big fight scene at the end i started thinking about how diet dr. pepper tastes more like water than real dr. pepper. that's how badly i needed to get out of there, i was contemplating the difference of cokes. there's so much to do tomorrow! i'm gonna go take another shower and "hit up my sack" hehe sweet dreams yall ~roxanne

2004-02-02T00:46:00.000-06:00

let's see, since the last time i updated i've won back the boy, lost him over jealousy, and found a new level of disrespect for my father. saturday nite calon called and he and i worked things out for the most part. so he ended up coming over with jake and we watched austin powers movies and played james bond. haha i know i lead such a thrilling life! calon left around 11 because he had to be at work at 6 so me and jake and i just chilled until he had to leave. sunday i went to church and then my lesson and then i went golfing with my dad and his friend. cal was still working and idk it was like he was pretending not to notice me. what is his problem?! my dad's friend was getting really angry with me b/c my phone kept going off and we're not allowed to have phones on the course. i really would have turned it off but i was waiting for my mom to call and rescue me! then my mom picked me up and i went over to lexi's for a lil to borrow a red bra to wear with my shirt. then amy came over to pick me up for the superbowl party at church. most depressing thing ever>>all the chickfula was gone by the time we got there :( so we went downstairs to the boxing rink and me and abbey were trying to pound the crap outta eachother but we looked so freakin ridiculous in these helmets that pushed our cheeks together and the huge ass boxing gloves that we could barely lift we just gave up b/c it was so hard to box and laugh at the same time. then we went back upstairs b/c by now i reaaaaaally wanted to watch the game. haha everyone was making fun of me b/c i was so into the game but that's just how i am with football! and chad kept messing with me and being his usual mean chad self! me and zac nearly about lost it b/c he wanted overtime and i was just praying the power didn't go out. but THE PATRIOTS WON WOOT WOOT! after the game i dropped amy and mac off and went home and talked to jake. he said i needed to call calon and straighten things out b/c cal was all pissed when jake stayed after he left. ughh fuck drama! called him, DID NOT straighten things out so i guess we're really over this time? eff idk.

2004-01-31T17:33:00.000-06:00

yesterday me jordie and abbs performed our scene and it was surprisingly good considering the amount of time we put into it. had tests or projects due in almost every single one of my classes. then we had a pep rally. kinda sucked at the moment to lose but i'm over it now b/c tara's real sweet so she deserved it. but bad overall day so i went home and took a nap until my phone woke me up. so i got ready to go out and me and amy were gonna go to the soccer game but idk i decided i wanted icecream so we drove out to this place like 30 minutes away but it's real good. then we got baby bottles at kroger. haha. and umm chilled the rest of the nite. my phone kept going off but i didn't recognize any of the numbers so i just turned it off. this morning we picked up laura and got shipley's and then went to our classes. afterwards my mom picked us up and we dropped both of them off and now i'm home and i think i wanna re-do my room...one of these days. hehe. so today i think i'm going to the mall and then hanging with chad later? idk. but tomorrow sure is the SUPERBOWL! Go PaTrIoTs!!! ~luv roxy

ahh memories...

2004-01-29T22:37:00.000-06:00

S0oKissMe: haha okay think back on when we were like 11 when we first met
skaterdud19: Yup. I called you prude.
S0oKissMe: does that not make you laugh?
skaterdud19: haha, indeed it does
skaterdud19: You were nice which is surprising because you're hot and a lot of hot girls are bitchy.
S0oKissMe: hehe whenever i think about just what dorks we were i have to laugh
skaterdud19: Ha ha, so do I.
skaterdud19: I remember my cousins telling me to kiss you on the cheek and that was like the most daring thing anyone could ever ask me to do at the time so I was really nervous.
skaterdud19: And then I decided that you would slap me if I did so I didn't.
S0oKissMe: they dared us to kiss on the lips and i didn't want you to b/c i wanted my 1st kiss to be "magical"
skaterdud19: And that's when I almost did but decided against it in order not to get slapped.
S0oKissMe: i remember u spent the nite with jonmichael and u snuck into me and whit's room
S0oKissMe: and we played truth or dare
skaterdud19: Haha, yeah, 'cause you guys sent a note through a hole in the wall inviting me over.

2004-01-26T22:35:00.000-06:00

omg yall i was just looking at my old journal from last summer and i was such a naughty lil girl. i am seriously ashamed of myself so i'm not going to add the link or anything. but just wow, what was my problem?

jordo524: i made my batman fornicate all the time.

2004-01-26T22:06:00.000-06:00

i stayed up last nite until 4 reading the stranger. lordy! but lindz jake and mostly jordan kept me somewhat amused until i finished. this morning my mom woke me up at 8:45 b/c i turned my alarm clock off. eff... and since i couldn't find the shirt i wanted to wear i just put on a skirt and my uggs and got in the car. i didn't even get to brush my hair. lemme just say it was really attractive. luckly jordan and abbey came prepared with makeup and hairbrushes :) i got a 110 on my lab today in apcs! :D sweet huh? i swear i've turned into such a computer nerd b/c of that class. hehe i'm even making liz a template for her blog. check it out once we get it running. after school all us girls met up at coach's house for a meeting and claudia made cookies. lol they were so yummy! went to jordie's after to work on our scene cept we didn't work. we played. then the abbster got picked up and we DID NOT paint jordan's closet in sexy clothes listening to the spice girls. just thought i'd clear up the fact that we DIDN'T. exxcel called ( they were this old agency i was going to sign with except i got someone to check up on them and her agent said they were crooks so yeah ) and wanted me to come to their new dallas office b/c a client was interested or some shite like that. hmm..dunno. me and calon aren't going to work things out so looks like roxy needs a new date to jsb... anyway now i'm finally home and i need to call amy so bye loves.

what a suck fest

2004-01-25T23:01:00.000-06:00

my music is down :( no worries tho because i'm changing it up anyway. saturday night sucked. i mean really blew. i went with cal to his friend's house and he ended up making a huge drunken scene. i wasn't drinking. anyway it just so happened that jake was there and jake is how i actually met calon.

story of how i met calon: court and i were driving around in the golf carts and i left my phone in one of them and the supa fine jake (u know it hun) called me later to tell me he had it. so i came over the next day and his friend calon was there. the rest is history.

anyway jake started joking about how he had called dibs on me and calon only met me b/c of him and i told him that it doesn't matter b/c me and cal are only friends anyway. i think calon's exact words were "fine hoe ass bitch i'll fuckin give u friendship" before he left. so yeah i would have been stranded at michael's house but jake took me home. so i cried and then went to sleep. fun night. see jess, this wouldn't have happened if you had come with me! anyway i had kinda hoped that this morning he would realize he was just being drunk and stupid and call or something b/c i really do value our friendship but i guess not.

okay so that was last nite. today wasn't much better. woke up, went to church. my dad came to pick me up afterwards to bring me to my lessons except NO ONE told me he was going to so i didn't have anything to change into. when i told him that he told me to shutup and use my brain. i told him i didn't want to go anywhere with him if he was going to be rude and he threw his coffee at me. okay so then i definitely had to go home and change. went to my lesson, kyle said he'd talk to eric about getting me a job there. benefits: $9 an hr. not working for my dad anymore and less work. sounds good to me. the only problem is it's all the way out on lbj and midway. yuck. after my lesson i stopped off at taco bell to get some food for me and cal (didn't anyone tell you the way to a man's heart is through his stomach?) and went to oakridge to catch him on the job. we talked for like all of 2 minutes and he just said he's sorry for last nite and he's sorry i'm such a bitch. okay wow. WOW! water works on my part. i really don't understand why i've turned into such a baby lately. umm then i went to church. dave was there. i don't know why i put that. but we haven't said a word to eachother for awhile now and it sucked seeing him and still not being able to say anything. but i didn't do anything wrong so if it's gonna be that way then oh well. we played a game where u had to go to a store and buy as many different things as you can get for two dollars. me kendel christine rachael chris and kimmie went to albertsons and got 42 receipts so in my opinion we won. the boys went there too and bought bananas? went home after that and i guess me and calon are sorta talking again. honestly i don't care anymore.

2004-01-24T14:55:00.000-06:00

yesterday i took mikalyn and cathleen to the lake for the afternoon. i was wearing my cool pink ugg boots and white shorts and a a pink button up shirt. haha just thought i'd share with yall how ridiculous i looked. came home and ordered chinese food. then i went to pick up amy and the food, stopped at blockbuster and went home. we watched all of our movies from 7th grade. shutup you know you made movies too! we had to wake up this morning at 8 b/c my mom so generously signed me up for sat prep classes w/out telling me. went to go pick up laura, dropped off amy and went to berkner..at 9 o clock..on a saturday morning. took a 3 hour test, uh huh..three. but amber nicola alyssa kelsey and kristen are in there too so it's not the flaming hell i imagined. anyway that's what i just got back from so i'm gonna grab lunch and take a nap :) bye loves.

making up for lost time...

2004-01-22T23:05:00.000-06:00

quick recap of this wkend: cal came over after school to help me "pack" haha and by pack i mean we got my bag ready in 5 minutes and spent the rest of the time playing. he left and i picked up amy at 8 for our lil trip over to colleyville to stay with lauren. (( happy birthday laur )) our whole trip there was basically spent in the hot tub so i'm a lil water logged. lol jk. watched cool movies like super troopers and best of will ferrel and ate pizza. got in the hot tub one last time ( at least this time it wasn't raining ) took a shower, got ready and drove back to richardson on saturday with lauren in tow. i had TWO cheeseburgers. yep, that's right! i ate beef ..and got sick later on that nite. if ya didn't know i'm allergic to beef. yes, i know it sounds ridiculous. anywho we went to stonebriar and i got my pink sugar perfume at nordstroms! it smells like cotton candy. i think i'm in love... :D and i got this sheer black shirt at rampage except now i think i lost it? went to see along came polly that nite. stupid movie. but i have to say i was definitly digging the whole hippie vibe coming from jennifer aniston. i also have to add that i ate one of those massive bags of cotton candy they sell there all by myself. can u say sugar high? LOL afterwards we dropped off amy and came back here. cody and hope came over to chill for a bit. next morning me and laur went tanning. she gave me her mystic tan. yay! got substinence and cosmos and stopped off at codys. hope was still there and umm..another boy and girl. went home took showers and lauren left a lil while later. got ready for church. it was ski night so i wore my pink uggs and my jeans tucked into them with my white sweater and pink scarf. i was a regular snow bunny. lol. after church me chad and amy went to clint's ( AFTER i got some mcdonalds. thanx chad! ) we stopped at chad's to drop off some stuff. i was gonna call abbey cause i wanted to see her but we had to leave. so no bueno :( sorry abbs. got to clint's and played halo and pool. let me just say i suck at all xbox games. i personally don't think it should take two joysticks to move ur person. but that's just me. umm calon called quite pissed off at me because apparently he is the only boy i should hang out. i think he was kidding? so i made plans with him for the next day and got back to losing severely at halo. me and chad left around 11 and had to drop off amy and brian. then we drove around for a lil while cause there was nothing to do and we held hands. haha i thought it was kinda cute. not couple cute okay? friends cute. c-dog came over the next morning. personally i wouldn't call it morning because it was 5:30 and there was no sun yet! but yeah, i get this call at half past 5 telling me to let him in. i'm wondering what i did to deserve this...so i go downstairs and let him in and we put on fight club :D he gave a back rub while i sorta fell back asleep. he had to leave before 7 to go to work. yuck yuck yuck he woke me up and then just left me. some friend? i don't know what we are. like we've talked about making it official or whatever. but i don't think i'm ready for the commitment. ya know? like i would rather date than date . does that make any sense? okay well anyway cal came back over after work with mmm..chickfula. this boy is so good to me! so we ate it and raced mario cart. best n64 game ever! then he had to leave for some family thing. so linette came over and we vegged and watched uptown girls. then we ( get this ) walked to kroger to get some munchies with mikalyn. lol! and the whole time mikalyn was like u guys let's go home mom will be mad. went back home watched crossroads and linette's sister came to pick her up later that nite. tuesday=school, stayed up til 4:30 doing a chem project. wednesday=school, went over to steve's and me and hank played james bond on his xbox. TODAY was chinese new year. worst day ever. figured i didn't have to go so i left with tom tam and deborah. called my mom, she mad me go back. so i just chilled with christina and cash the rest of first. got a tardy in apwh because i wasn't sitting down in my seat. idk the day was just crap. my shoes hurt. my side hurt. blah. i did get a cupcake in chem though :D so that made it somewhat better. my hair got caught in corey's stubble when i pulled back from our hug. it totally effed it up but it was after 6th so i really didn't care. i waited with jill for my momma and told her about my secret crush on her brother back in like 5th grade. ohhh man. went to richardson square with my mom to get something from the food court while we waited for adrian's drum lessons to be over. went home and took a nap. then c-dog took me out to eat at this sushi place for chinese new year. lol too bad he's the whitest boy i've ever met. it was still sweet. then we went to palm beach and he waited in the car while i tanned. except i was so tired i fell asleep in there and stayed for a good 10 minutes after it shut off. haha sorry babe. and now i'm here writing this thing thinking about how i have to go to school before 8. grosssssssssss. LOVE ROXY!

2004-01-15T14:57:00.000-06:00

right now im in apcs with my two best friends in the whoooole entire world sarah and rachel. yesterday i worked a lil after school and then i had to go run some errands. i love errands they make me feel so useful. lol! then i went tanning for like the first time in forever b/c miss lauren was workin. blake was going in as i was coming out so that was real nice. miles was all like trying to talk to me about our relationship. ehhh i am through with me and blake so i really don't feel like explaining it to anyone anymore. then i went home and since neither me or mikalyn could sleep last nite cuz she was sick so we had a lil sleepover in her room. lol. this morning i woke up and called lauren up to tell her happy bday but i dialed the wrong numbers and left a message on some random lady's phone who then proceeded to call me back. haha she's been calling all day too trying to figure out wtf is wrong with a girl who would call random ppl up at 8 and tell them happy birthday. lol. i need to buy a yr book. okay so jsb is coming up and i think i've got my choices down to 5. lol it's horrible. i don't really wanna go in a gruop though b/c groups suck. haha me and rachel were talking about the match-up sheets and how it would be so terrible if someone got matched up with us and they're like "oh god i got rachel cawthon/roxanne allen" oh well i think it's a really cute idea and any guy who gets us should be so lucky! ;) tonite i have to work and then i have a lesson at 7 and i wanna go to the berkner fellowship thing tonite. i really need to get some jeans since mine have a huge hole now. okay well i gg lyl bye

take it as a hint...

2004-01-11T01:00:00.000-06:00

yesterday miss amy keaton came over to play and we went out to eat at IHOP. saw some verrrry cute plano west boys, but that's a different story ;) then we went to her house to pick up her things and rented how to lose a guy in ten days because it's one of my all time favorites! got home and sorted out some things with corey that were making me mad and went to bed. waaaahh my phone kept going off while we were trying to sleep. finally just turned the biotch off. lol. this morning we woke up and repeated our nite. and by this i mean eating leftover cold ihop and watching how to lose a guy. then called her mommy to come pick us up and go shopping. i got this cute bow shirt from express and one of those lingerie tops. i've been wanting one so yeah. then they dropped me off at home and my mamacita came home from work to take me and the girlies out for some more shopping. haha i'm obsessed but what are ya gonna do about it, i'm also a girl. we went to stonebriar and i freakin finally got my ugg boots. sooo happy, u don't even know! and i got the very sexy bra from vs in pink. ( i graduated! lol court knows what i'm talkin about.. ) the lady measured me which was weird? but anyway she told me that my size is not natural because my body is real teeny and my boobs well, aren't so they don't have any bras that'll fit me right. lol i don't even know why i'm telling yall. but rachel was cracking up and told them it's because i have breast implants. haha ya yall, the secret's out..i have implants. man i'm glad i got that off my chest. lol. shoot i hope we didn't just start a very gay rumor. after we left the mall, we went to the movies to see chasing liberty but it was sold out so we just ate at asoki one. which was soooooo good! i hate it how it's so freakin expensive otherwise i would definitly go there every meal of every day. mmmm. i promised both calon and beejay that i would hang out with them by accident. so my bad. i got home at 10 tho so cal came over for a lil but he has to be at work by 6 tomorrow morning so i told him to get some sleep instead. and i dunno what happened to beejay. i think he's mad b/c i wasn't answering my phone. i tend to do that alot. so my bad again. now i'm having a deep conversation with courtney on why i should move to college station. my mom really wants us to move and i don't. but if we did i would most deff pick c.s. because that place is the shiznit. like seriously aside from ny state that place is my all time favorite. anyway i feel like i need a fresh start anyway. haha i don't know from what... i would go to pearce next yr if lindsey wasn't moving to houston. anyway my dad wants us to stay here so he's talking to a contracter about adding on another wing to our house instead of going through the trouble of finding a bigger place. most of this is just me thinking outloud.. well i'm gonna go watch how to lose a guy again. luuuuuv roxy!

reduce breast cancer

2004-01-09T14:58:00.000-06:00

so i'm sure a good chunk of you have already come across this news but who knew head giving was actually good for everyone? so all you head givers, i guess ur doing urself a favor as well. i'm sure dr. inserta shafteer would agree. okay so it's not like we should believe this article and have free for all bjs although i'm sure the boys would love that ;) it's just bizare all the stuff you can find on the internet these days.